How can I ever go back?
How can I ever subscribe to the idea that there is only one life, that you live this one life and that’s it.
And then after you go, there’s no afterlife, there’s no heaven. Even if there is heaven and hell, there’s just no way for me to ever go back to that belief, that belief that I only live once.
It’s just not possible, after having commanded the activation of my DNA, with everything that I know now about my life, about all my other lifetimes, about my soul, about the source of my being, about the multidimensional aspects of my soul, and interacting with my concurrent lifestreams.
I can’t just throw it all away and pretend that it doesn’t exist! That would be silly, that would be stupid, that would be dangerous. I’ve come so close to the truth now. I have ripped out the mind control mechanisms. There’s no turning back.
Who really wants to subscribe to anyone elses ideas anyway? It’s really all about the experience that you are having in any moment and your perception of it.
There are at least 9 billion different perceptions of the same circumstance, of the same situation, and then there are those that don’t even pay attention. So really there can never be an experience where there is only one outcome. Each particular embodiment carries its own soul’s trajectory, and within that reality, there are multiple timelines that exist.
So as these lifestreams, these “people” if you will, interact with each other in a specific circumstance, each and every one have a different perspective of what actually happens, a different lense. So … how can you shape and form humanity’s thought process? How can you shape and form humanity to believe a certain way, to think a certain way, to act a certain way? Or how can you even believe that for one second you have control over that mechanism within one’s consciousness, within any group’s consciousness, within the entire of humanity’s consciousness?
It is truly not possible, and for those who think that they can steer humanity in a specific direction, for the “good of humanity”, they have a very rude awakening coming to them.
What would it be like if All ideas were erased? And we were left with a blank slate and only our environment to determine what we thought and how we formulate our thoughts. What would this world look like with all those ideas completely eradicated … vanished … wiped out?
Imagine for a moment that you, just you, have no idea what the future holds and cannot remember the past, an amnesia, if you will. You would be in the eternal now moment and would be required to address what you see at face value in front of you. Nothing more, nothing less.
Not knowing who anybody was from one minute to the next. How would you choose to interact with the world? How would you choose to create your reality in every moment? Would you choose to protect those less fortunate? Would you choose a “me first”, every man out for themselves attitude? Would you come from a place of love? Would you choose to interact with the world as it happens, as it comes to you, and allow Spirit to unfold in your life.
These are the kinds of ideas that cross my mind in times like these, when the future looks bleak, and the past is riddled with rapacious creditors stealing our life force. It’s time for us to come into right relations with ourselves, and with all of humanity, and all creatures upon this planet, all citizens galactic or universal, that have remained with us through this process and have witnessed us become who we are right now, despite the desire to intervene. It takes courage not to intervene and to use discernment. It also takes knowing that the outcome of any particular situation is simply based on the individual and their own choices, and their own relationship with their own higher power, or essence of God, Goddess, All That Is. Letting go of the outcome.
It is simply not our job to save everyone else, however there are those of us who chose to have planetary realignment as their “job” and that’s different. We chose a role of administrative embodiment to create and erect sacred societies upon this planet, to create a new earth that all could live in sustainably and regeneratively, a biotope that takes all beings, all ecological systems and all life into consideration.
We cannot throw the baby out with the bathwater, we must embrace all of life – technology, war, famine, starvation, death, life, joy, harmony, peace and grace.
I used to hide. I’ve been hiding for so many years and now it has come to the point where I must speak, I must reveal, I must exist in a resonance within myself, which requires full presence and full embodiment and full attention, of the intention, of my life, something that I have found hard to do on many occasions, due to the amount of damage and abuse I’ve suffered, the PTSD getting triggered every day.
One day at a time, I stay sober and clear from any mind-altering substances. I stay sane, I stay steady, and I work with what I’ve got. It has taken me my entire 46 years to get to this point where I can go online and pay a bill without blinking an eye. I can pay someone a large sum of money. I can give them money without flinching, without resisting or contracting around the circumstance, even if the circumstances are not necessarily in my favor. This takes a level of maturity that most people do not have. Most people can pay bills on time, but they are unable to survive without shutting down emotionally, without shutting off their vessels in order to function.
This is not my way, this is the way of the world, and yet we are all here together in this world and must find a way to coexist, so that we may cherish the life here on this planet and bring her more life, more love, more light. I invite everyone to take a deeeeep breath, and contemplate where you are in this moment.
Truth is always constant, which is found in the moment of what is.
Lokah Samastah Sukhino Bhavantu – May All Beings Be Free From Suffering
We are always ONE~
Rev. Dr. Saralise Antara Nada Azrael, D.V.M.
Doctor of Vibrational Medicine
High Priestess of The Priestess Portal Pilgrimage
Creator of “The Sacred Village Project”
Director of “The Sacred Village Project” Documentary
Founder of the Temple of Living Light
Creator of the “Modern Magi Mystery School”
Founder and Executive Director of Legion of Light Global Ministries
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