Perspectives ~ How can I ever go back?

How can I ever go back?

How can I ever subscribe to the idea that there is only one life, that you live this one life and that’s it.

And then after you go, there’s no afterlife, there’s no heaven.  Even if there is heaven and hell, there’s just no way for me to ever go back to that belief, that belief that I only live once.

It’s just not possible, after having commanded the activation of my DNA, with everything that I know now about my life, about all my other lifetimes, about my soul, about the source of my being, about the multidimensional aspects of my soul, and interacting with my concurrent lifestreams.

I can’t just throw it all away and pretend that it doesn’t exist!  That would be silly, that would be stupid, that would be dangerous.  I’ve come so close to the truth now.  I have ripped out the mind control mechanisms.  There’s no turning back.

Who really wants to subscribe to anyone elses ideas anyway?   It’s really all about the experience that you are having in any moment and your perception of it.

There are at least 9 billion different perceptions of the same circumstance, of the same situation, and then there are those that don’t even pay attention.  So really there can never be an experience where there is only one outcome.  Each particular embodiment carries its own soul’s trajectory, and within that reality, there are multiple timelines that exist.

So as these lifestreams, these “people” if you will, interact with each other in a specific circumstance, each and every one have a different perspective of what actually happens, a different lense.  So … how can you shape and form humanity’s thought process?  How can you shape and form humanity to believe a certain way, to think a certain way, to act a certain way?  Or how can you even believe that for one second you have control over that mechanism within one’s consciousness, within any group’s consciousness, within the entire of humanity’s consciousness?

It is truly not possible, and for those who think that they can steer humanity in a specific direction, for the “good of humanity”, they have a very rude awakening coming to them.

What would it be like if All ideas were erased? And we were left with a blank slate and only our environment to determine what we thought and how we formulate our thoughts.  What would this world look like with all those ideas completely eradicated … vanished … wiped out?

Imagine for a moment that you, just you, have no idea what the future holds and cannot remember the past, an amnesia, if you will.  You would be in the eternal now moment and would be required to address what you see at face value in front of you. Nothing more, nothing less.

Not knowing who anybody was from one minute to the next.  How would you choose to interact with the world?  How would you choose to create your reality in every moment?  Would you choose to protect those less fortunate?  Would you choose a “me first”, every man out for themselves attitude?  Would you come from a place of love?  Would you choose to interact with the world as it happens, as it comes to you, and allow Spirit to unfold in your life.

These are the kinds of ideas that cross my mind in times like these, when the future looks bleak, and the past is riddled with rapacious creditors stealing our life force.  It’s time for us to come into right relations with ourselves, and with all of humanity, and all creatures upon this planet, all citizens galactic or universal, that have remained with us through this process and have witnessed us become who we are right now, despite the desire to intervene.  It takes courage not to intervene and to use discernment.  It also takes knowing that the outcome of any particular situation is simply based on the individual and their own choices, and their own relationship with their own higher power, or essence of God, Goddess, All That Is.  Letting go of the outcome.

It is simply not our job to save everyone else, however there are those of us who chose to have planetary realignment as their “job” and that’s different.  We chose a role of administrative embodiment to create and erect sacred societies upon this planet, to create a new earth that all could live in sustainably and regeneratively, a biotope that takes all beings, all ecological systems and all life into consideration.

We cannot throw the baby out with the bathwater, we must embrace all of life – technology, war, famine, starvation, death, life, joy, harmony, peace and grace.

I used to hide.  I’ve been hiding for so many years and now it has come to the point where I must speak, I must reveal, I must exist in a resonance within myself, which requires full presence and full embodiment and full attention, of the intention, of my life, something that I have found hard to do on many occasions, due to the amount of damage and abuse I’ve suffered, the PTSD getting triggered every day.

One day at a time, I stay sober and clear from any mind-altering substances.  I stay sane, I stay steady, and I work with what I’ve got.  It has taken me my entire 46 years to get to this point where I can go online and pay a bill without blinking an eye.  I can pay someone a large sum of money.  I can give them money without flinching, without resisting or contracting around the circumstance, even if the circumstances are not necessarily in my favor.  This takes a level of maturity that most people do not have.  Most people can pay bills on time, but they are unable to survive without shutting down emotionally, without shutting off their vessels in order to function.

This is not my way, this is the way of the world, and yet we are all here together in this world and must find a way to coexist, so that we may cherish the life here on this planet and bring her more life, more love, more light.   I invite everyone to take a deeeeep breath, and contemplate where you are in this moment.

Truth is always constant, which is found in the moment of what is.

Lokah Samastah Sukhino Bhavantu – May All Beings Be Free From Suffering
Namaste  __/\__
Saralise
We are always ONE~

Rev. Dr. Saralise Antara Nada Azrael, D.V.M.
Doctor of Vibrational Medicine

High Priestess of The Priestess Portal Pilgrimage

Creator of “The Sacred Village Project”

Director of “The Sacred Village Project” Documentary

Founder of the Temple of Living Light

Creator of the “Modern Magi Mystery School”

Founder and Executive Director of Legion of Light Global Ministries

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The Clinging Fire

These are not my words, however I feel compelled to share this…

From the International Human Design School, this is the Daily View:

We enter Gate 30, Line 6 at 04:31 UT today, February 18, 2015.

Gate 30
The Clinging Fire
Gate of Feelings
Surrendering to Fate
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Freedom recognized as an illusion and limitation accepted as a fate. Emotional awareness lies between hope and pain.

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Godhead – Kali
Line 6 – Enforcement
The discipline to maintain right action.

Exaltation: The assertiveness to purge the inferior while accepting to lead the weak. The strength to eliminate negative feelings.

Detriment: An inherent peacefulness that all too often will abide the presence of inferior forces. A lack of strength in eliminating negative feelings.

This Gate is part of the Channel of Recognition, A Design of Focused Energy, linking the Root Center (Gate 41) to the Solar Plexus (Gate 30). Gate 30 is part of the Collective Sensing (Abstract) Circuit with the keynote of sharing.

The Gate of the Fates teaches us that life is not what we expect it to be – it is what we allow it to be. Experiences are conceived from a desire that then meets life on the highs and lows of our emotional wave. This desire can feel like an obsessive hunger that weaves the yearnings of different lives together, influencing our every interaction until it is satisfied or fulfilled. The only control we have is over the clarity with which we enter into each experience, not over the outcome. Because desire can only be temporarily assuaged, life without clarity becomes a wild emotional ride. Over time, we see that the freedom to fulfill our wildest dreams is merely an illusion, and unreciprocated desire should not be taken personally.

Balance in our life comes through surrender, through accepting what is. In doing so, we need not fear the fates or feel pressured to chase after the fantasies of Gate 41. By accepting our limitation, or place in the larger pattern of life, our reflections on feeling and desiring deeply while experiencing our humanness become a gift to be shared with others.

The Daily View reflects the impact the Sun (70% of the neutrino influence) is having on humanity as it moves through the Gates and Lines of the Mandala. Transits are potentials that you can witness in others and the world around you, and, if correct for you, as you follow your individual Strategy and Authority, may become a part of your experience as well.

Copyright © 2015 IHDS.

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Lokah Samastah Sukhino Bhavantu – May All Beings Be Free From Suffering
Namaste  __/\__
Saralise
We are always ONE~

Rev. Dr. Saralise Antara Nada Azrael, D.V.M.
Doctor of Vibrational Medicine

High Priestess of The Priestess Portal Pilgrimage

Creator of “The Sacred Village Project”

Director of “The Sacred Village Project” Documentary

Founder of the Temple of Living Light

Creator of the “Modern Magi Mystery School”

Founder and Executive Director of Legion of Light Global Ministries

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Kali Kali Kali!!!!!! Kundalini Rising!!!

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As these days get longer and we honor Brigit for her wisdom, entering the new year, let us not forget that Kali is showing her face through the exquisite destruction of old patterns in our daily lives. We have the contributors of Mercury, Leo and the Moon pulling a close second. When enduring a Geomagnetic storm hitting the Earth, we must remember that we chose this life, we all chose to be here. Whether or not we see what is right in front of us at face value, we must remember, that those around us that are having a different experience, are not necessarily wrong or bad, or crazy for that matter. There might be some validity and truth to their experience. If we are able to step back and look from an observer’s perspective, we can see that we are actually being facilitated to a new level of awareness and truth, within our own personal cosmos.

This is not something that most people would think to look at, but as we move forward on this journey together, as a collective, we must remember, again, to take others’ experience into consideration and not “throw the baby out with the bath water” and “kill the messenger”. The message can be very potent if we choose to listen. When Spirit speaks, I listen. It is imperative that I choose to do so, if I am going to have any remote level of success in my own personal experience. And when I say Success, I’m not talking about monetary value, or personal recognition, I’m talking about functioning in our daily world, which has been written for us, and takes great tenacity to counteract the negative effects of such control.

Having said that, I have been guided and directed continuously by Spirit to write my blog, to share my thoughts with the world, and yet I refuse to do so, most of the time. What is it that holds me back? Is it the fear (resistance) of being found out? Of being heard by the Powers That Be? What is it? I mean, they are already watching me and choose to interfere at every turn, this is normal for me at this point. What is it that stops me from really breaking through that soundwave barrier and speaking my truth as I witness so many others doing? Why am I hiding?

I can only say, at this point, that after having my life threatened on a consistent basis, since the age of 13, when I defected from a breeding program, that I have been a fugitive of the Military Industrial Complex.

I am a wildcard that they cannot control. I activate and repair Planetary Stargates that have been damaged or under Negative Reversal Grids for way too long, to the tune of 800,000 years. They have spent millions, if not billions of dollars to keep me disempowered and yet they are not willing to kill me, as I have valuable information stored in my brain, that they can only unlock with a certain code, of which now only 4 extremely powerful individuals contain on Earth and Mars.

Who knows if my book will ever be read, or if this post will put me in danger. I do know one thing, I am a truth-sayer, A Raven, and nothing and no one can ever stop the Raven from revealing the truth. Raven has a responsibility to Spirit, that can never be compromised, regardless of any situation. If it is not me, it will be someone else. There are many that have gone before me, and many that will come after. I am just a piece of the puzzle, not the final destination, however I truly believe, I am a Catalyst of the most Divine kind, and this truth will save me.

Lokah Samastah Sukhino Bhavantu – May All Beings Be Free From Suffering
Namaste  __/\__
Saralise
We are always ONE~

Rev. Dr. Saralise Antara Nada Azrael, D.V.M.
Doctor of Vibrational Medicine

High Priestess of The Priestess Portal Pilgrimage

Creator of “The Sacred Village Project”

Director of “The Sacred Village Project” Documentary

Founder of the Temple of Living Light

Creator of the “Modern Magi Mystery School”

Founder and Executive Director of Legion of Light Global Ministries

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