Perspectives ~ What It Costs to Maintain Our Slave Status in America

So …

It’s been 8 years since I stopped driving a car.  It was by choice that I let my car go.  I got to the point where I was not willing to subscribe to the Petrol Industry.  I do not regret this decision.  

I had a turning point the summer of 2008.  I had let my house go, a $5000 mortgage, not including property taxes and bills, and a $9000 overhead, which I proudly commuted to and from Los Angeles, to “own” as a Single Mom.  I was keeping up with the “Joneses”, the other set of parents, trying to outdo me, every step of my existence.   It was nauseating at best, and I worked 90 hour weeks to pay for my life.  I was exhausted, and had been diagnosed with cervical cancer and had collapsed on the job, which then got me “let go”.  Silly, isnt it?  That we spend so much time and energy to pay to live.

So for that exit point, I decided to live, and rent a loft in Downtown LA, for a mere $2150 per month, a far cry from a $9000 overhead. The trouble was, I didnt have the wherewithal to maintain such a high-cost standard of living, even though I had clients and things were supposedly running smoothly.  They weren’t.  When the Housing Market crashed, all the deposits in my account disappeared.  I was at a decision-making point, where I had to decide if I was willing to continue the slave status, or step out.  I was 100% Raw Vegan at the time, and had been discovering and realizing huge things about the world we live in.  In 2007, I became a Raw Vegan, and cured myself from Cancer, without any assistance from the rapacious allopathic industry, aka medical doctors, hospitals, cancer treatments, chemo, etc.  I took my life into my own hands and went on a 14-day master cleanse, and a silent retreat.  During that cleanse, and silent retreat, I wrote 7 songs.  When I came out of the silent retreat, I recorded a spoken word album.  It was amazing how much energy I had and how creative I was.  I was super inspired by life, and saw things as they were, right in front of me, at face value.  I got excited about this new way of eating, and decided to become 100% Raw Vegan to assist with any health issues, and to experience a different way of living in the world.  My veil was officially lifted during that time.  Although I had been pretty psychic up until that point, and a “Spiritual Healer”, this was a whole new level.  The veil was never to go back down.  I saw the demonic system set-up and saw how we were being manipulated on every level.  At first, I tried to work with the system, on the private side, by becoming a secured party creditor, and then finally doing my freedom documents, that made me officially a sovereign.  I created a ministry during that time as well.  I decided that I answered to only one power, and that was the power of Source, otherwise predominantly referred to as “God”.  I dont see source as a Gender, however I do experience a more feminine caring presence in my world that supports and holds me infinitely in her arms.

From that point forward, when I left my house in 2008, I made a commitment to never turn back, to continue moving forward in the direction of freedom.  I would never look back at how my life once was.  

As I continued to stay present and listen, Spirit (Source) would reveal things to me, and I would follow the leads. In the summer of 2008, I was led to the Light School in Sedona, where I blasted open completely, saw myself as a Buddha with a Golden Orb around my head, just like you see in the pictures, and I activated my DNA on a whole new level.  It took me 9 months to reground back into my physical body.  Five years prior, in 2003, I had commanded the Activation of all of my DNA Strands, by myself, in a little meditation room, where I had been living.  I had gotten the message it was time.  Within a week of my activating my DNA the first time, I went under full-on attack.  I ended up in an Ex-parte hearing with the Father of my child, and the beginning of a 5-year court battle ensued.  Within that next few years, the DaVinci Code appeared, and it was clear that I had activated codes on a multi-dimensional level that were directly related to my soul, and applied to the collective.  I was grateful for this, but it continued to be an incredibly hard road.  Before this point, my life had been sorted with different levels of trauma, which I will speak to in my book, but I was able to manage, because I was under the illusion that I was in control of my life, from the perspective of “You create your reality”.  I had been attending Agape for several years at that point, a spiritual center in Los Angeles, where “The Secret” was first introduced, through the Science of Mind, and Religious Science teachings.  I was studying to be an Ordained Minister of Religious Science.  I didnt realize that there could potentially be outside influences, that would make my life seemingly hell.  When the first activation happened, it started a harrowing journey that has continued to this day, and that I am extremely grateful for, every moment.

So, I ask you… What is it, about living in this society that really makes you want to show up every day for it? What false beliefs are still operating in your consciousness?   I personally could not continue living in this societal illusion that was constructed for us, to render us slaves to a system we never chose for ourselves, as Organic Humans, and within which we are required to “pay to live”.  The cost of living in America is the most outrageous set-up I have seen to date.  At this point, I have traveled to several countries within the past year, and have not witnessed the cost of living as high as in America, anywhere else.  Cities gentrify and then it becomes impossible for most people to live comfortably, without being a slave to their job, families and the government.  The idea that the government requires us to pay their bailouts should be clue enough that we are not in control.  The thing is though, is that we are.  We have the element of choice available to us in every moment.  It never changes.  It is always present, this element of choice.  Its about looking at what our choices have been and how we choose to move forward.

We DO have a choice.  It really is a choice that we have, to make decisions based on discernment and resonance.  I have been living this way since 2008.  So like I said, when 2009 came around, and the unraveling of my life had been in full swing for about 9 months, I decided to give up my last chain that was tying me to this society.  I had been living out of my car during the summer of 2008, with my 6-year old son, having to find a place to sleep when he was with me, and sleeping in my car if I couldn’t find someone to let me stay on their couch for the night.  People would project their fears onto me, scream at me and say, “What are you going to do?!?!!”  I would calmly respond and say, “Does it look like I am afraid?”, and they would say, “Well no actually, you seem pretty calm”.  That’s because I had one thing going for me, the action of Faith.  Faith in my higher Source light energy that was providing for me, no matter what.  Private Investigators had been hired to follow me around, by the other set of parents, so that was a thing as well.  It was nervewracking at best, and I survived it.  I am here, present and available, and I did not die.  “What doesnt kill you makes you stronger”, an old adage I had learned as a tike, has kept me alive, and I am so grateful for it, because I really know what the meaning of that is.

So today, with the world as unstable as it is, with no assurance that we are not going to be bombed any moment, it is important for us to remember what we are buying into exactly, and do our best to step out of the proverbial “matrix” and into the true natural reality of Gaia, who is fully supporting us in every moment.  We can make choices for ourselves that support the collective, to support her, the earth, and all beings living on and in it.  It is in fact a choice.  We no longer need to be slaves to an outdated system that in fact, is designed to be broken.  

My friend Ben Stewart, if you haven’t heard of him, has put out some incredibly amazing documentaries about seeing the system for what it is.  I highly recommend taking a look at his website, and watching some of his films to catch up on what’s happening from his perspective.  They are definitely thought provoking, even now, when I go back and watch them, I receive so much information that I forgot, or missed the first few times I saw them.  They are that good.  His website is

At 20 years old, after going through what I now understand as a Spontaenous Kundalini Activation, and almost burning my mother’s house down, my mother said to me, “Saralise, you need to write a book about your life.” I said, “Umm…. Mom, I’m only 20 years old.”  She raised her voice, breaking through the walls of programming and penetrating straight to the core of my being, and said, “LISTEN TO ME! … YOU NEED….TO WRITE…. A BOOK…. ABOUT YOUR LIFE!!!!! AM I CLEAR?!?!”  My response was nothing short of “CRYSTAL!”…….. Silence leaped through the ethers.  She had made her point.  Little did I understand the true repercussions of her words.  To this day, she has come in very distinct moments to speak to me from the other side, she passed in 2004, and has only spoken a few times over the years, but that message rings in my mind, over and over, nagging me to complete this mountainous task.  I dont think there will ever be an ending to my life.  I just dont.  It will continue, no matter what state I arrive at.  There will always be The Saga of Saralise, and any other lifestream connected to this soul’s embodiment will experience the nature of infinite life, never-ending, always eternal in its nature.  But I digress.


Stepping out of the Matrix, filling your cup, can be an enormous decision and one that should be contemplated thoroughly.  This does not mean in any way that you step out of life, or stop participating, quite the opposite.  This means showing up, in the world, but not of it, in a whole new way, with a new set of eyes, that require you to claim your sovereign space within that said matrix.  Not an easy task, by any means, because as you know, the construct of society requires us to “Pay to Live” and continues to encourage looking outside of ourselves for our sustenance.  Do we need to go through such a tremendous experience?  Do we need to completely leave all that we know?  Only you can answer that for yourself.  What I can say is that I did it.  It doesnt mean that my life is easy, quite the opposite, but is it worth it?…..  I wouldn’t have it any other way.

Here are the things I had to look at, in my proverbial “life”:

How much gas am I using and paying for to drive my car, when there is public transportation available to utilize? ($1000/mo in 2006/7)

How many Paper products am I using on a daily basis to sustain my habits?  (I went an entire year without using toilet paper, paper towels, 8.5×11 paper, and reducing mail)

How am I using energy? (my own, electricity, water)

Am I being responsible with my energy?

How am I in excess? (Do I have clothes that I can part with and give to someone in a shelter? For example)

Do I really need all these items in my life, or are they just clutter taking up space in my life?

How am I spending my money, am I investing in my wellbeing, or just spending frivolously, and without care?

How many times a day am I eating?  Am I consuming too much food/ too little? Am I eating properly?

Am I giving back or paying it forward in any way? (Volunteering, paying for someone’s groceries, feeding someone who is hungry, donating to worthy causes)

How am I contributing to a better reality?  (Everything from society to universal energy)

Am I investing in relationships that nurture and sustain themselves, or am I being depleted by my connections with people?

Am I spending too much time NOT taking care of myself?  And too much time focusing on others rather than my wellbeing?

Am I maintaining a peaceful state of being, or am I finding myself in a constant state of emotional crisis… consistently?

Am I willing to look at my issues/imbalances and integrate them? (childhood trauma, current relations, etc)
These are just a few examples, the list goes on and on.  I came to a place where I was willing to ask myself any question that needed to be asked.  I was willing to look at myself on all levels, and to see where I was denying life.  There were a lot of places where I was really holding on and contracting, rather than just allowing my life to move.  Life has a tendency to keep going, so you either get in the boat going downstream, or you miss the boat altogether, or you swim upstream, until you are so exhausted that life nudges you to pay attention.  There is an easier, softer way, and that is to LISTEN TO LIFE.

No politician, or self-proclaimed “authority” will ever be able to take that away from us as organic humans.  We are their battery.  If we stop feeding the system that has been operating, it will eventually collapse, and all their sources of food with it.  The powers that designed this system will no longer have a feeding mechanism and will be forced to either leave or change.  It is already happening.  My most recent escapades to Peru, are proof of that, which I will post in my Captain’s Log.

Listen to Life, it has something for you…..❤️

Blessings and Love,


Lokah Samastah Sukhino Bhavantu

May All Beings be Free from Suffering


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Perspectives ~ Suicide or Sabotage? ;… Can you wait, through the proverbial timespan it takes to breathe out?

I was going to write my captain’s log, of my most recent travels, but here I am, witnessing death, again, just a few short weeks after my father has left us.  It is 1;11, as I sit here, pondering life.  One of the great advocates for the Feminine has left us.  I dont even know what to say.  She could have been saved.  She could have saved herself, but alas, her pain was too great.

When I hear about suicide, and knowing my own battle with those abhorrent voices, I know that something has sabotaged this life.  I no longer look at life in the same way, when I have those influences around me.  I lose all sense of light.  Its like the absense of light, is so overwhelming and strong, that it blocks out any possible solution to the pain, and leaves a state of nothingness.  No-thing-ness.  

Pain is part of being alive, pain is part of being human.  In these bodies, we get to feel, we get to experience all that is happening on all levels of reality.  Sometimes it is too much.  Sometimes, it makes people feel that they cannot go on, that there is just no hope that it will ever change.  This just happened to a dear sister of light, who impacted the world on so many levels.  My respect and compassion for her runs deep.  She took her own life.  She said she was done, but was she?  Her close friends tried to implore her to stay, to soothe her, to make it through the pain, to the other side, but alas, she could not.  

What do we do then, when someone reaches out for help, and talks of ending their existence?  Do we sit back and let them be in their pain? Or do we work to assist them in seeing that it is not actually truth, that it is an illusion, that could in fact be placed in their reality, by something other, by an outside interdimensional influence, that does not have their best interests at heart.  These dark forces will do anything to harvest energy, and they will stop at nothing to get what they want, and even moreso, to stop those bright shiny lights from impacting the world.  My dear friend battled against these forces every day, as I have.  The difference is, I have found peace within the knowing that these forces are outside of me.  Some people never discover this.  They think that they are the ones causing and creating the pain.  This is simply not true. 

Our natural state of wellbeing is bliss.  There is nothing else.  In our purest, most relaxed state, bliss happens, it takes over, and it resonates and ruminates in every subatomic layer of our being.  This is our truth, as humans in form.  The structure of humanity however, in its inorganic state, is a state of chaos, of static, of disorienting pain, and suffering, caused by outside forces, outside of our 3rd dimension.  The empathic nature of our reality has gotten to a point of absolute and utter exascerbation.   There is no turning back.  The level of sensitivity we have now, as humans, living on this planet, has surpassed even the highest state of sensory overload.  We are being MAXED OUT, on purpose.  Did you read that?  ON PURPOSE.  It’s called energy harvesting, and I must now speak to it.  IT is NOT OKAY, and IT MUST STOP!!!!!!  

I, for one, have been sharing this concept for years, as soon as I discovered what was happening in my own reality, I started to speak to it immediately.  No one wanted to hear what I had to say about it, and they still dont, they want to own their pain, they want to believe that the utter NEW AGE Mind Control lie of “You create your reality” is true, and that nothing else can happen in that regard.  So here is my question to you:  WHY?  Why would we create this reality?  Why would we create a life of pain and suffering?  The answer is this:  WE WOULDNT!  Organic Humanity does not create pain, and suffering, its creates LOVE!

So then tell me, where is this coming from?  Where is this pain and suffering that is being inflicted upon the human race coming from?  Is it from Organic Humans?  I think NOT, I KNOW NOT.  In my experience, I have witnessed some of the most brutal acts upon humanity, through what appears to be humans, only to find out and witness that there is an “upper hand”, and influence outside of the normal thinking process, that is controlling someone who would harm another.  This is not a joke people, this is real, and we are ALL dealing with it.  No one is excluded from it.  If you live on Planet Earth, then you are privy to this experience, which means what?  It means, that we, as organic humans, MUST NOW TAKE RESPONSIBILITY for what has been created, if it is going to change.  

We didnt need to lose someone with such light and such an impact on humanity for me to write this blog post, but this is what has sparked me to speak.  And so I must.

I have kept my mouth shut about a lot of things, for a long time, period.  I have, out of respect for my family, decided not to share my story.  At least for now.  

Now that my father has passed, I find myself desiring to share the truth of my world, of my past, but now is not the time, I must wait, be patient, in the concept of time, until the Divine Moment flows forth to tell my story.  I am patient.  That is one attribute I have learned, over the concept of time, and living in this body.  All I have is “time”, because it doesnt actually exist.  There is no rush.

So…..just for today, can you, as a human being, not a human doing, make a commitment to yourself, to stay here, to stay present, to reality, and take full responsibility for your livestream, and what you have created in your reality, or not created, but what is present?  Can you do that?  Can you stay with us, just a little while longer?  I beg of you, please stay. 🙏🏻

In love,


Lokah Samastah Sukhino Bhavantu

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Captain’s Log ~ Coming Home to Avalon

Coming Home to Avalon

Glastonbury, England

The Majick Here is Palpable.

Here, in the Isle of Avalon, do not be surprised to run into a few Merlins, a few Ladies of the Lake, and Priestesses of the Goddess. It seems that almost everyone here is “speaking the language”. There is not a moment that has gone by so far that I don’t feel right at home. However, I have had moments lately of feeling like I am in a different timeline, and that I have jumped 80,000 light years into the center of the Milky Way galaxy, and am living on a parallel earth. Don’t ask me why I think this, but I do. My scar on my right foot has disappeared into thin air, among other things. I haven’t been able to get in touch with my son for almost a month, since I noticed the timeline shift. It is a bit worrisome. I am sure I will eventually get in touch with him, but for now, it has been disconcerting at best.

Since I have been in Europe and the UK, it’s been full-on. I have gone through so many changes, and yet, I feel more at home here in this area of the world, than I ever did in the states. It is quite noticeable also the way I am not being as targeted as I was in the US. I have noticed a considerable difference. This could be from the timeline shift, or it could be that I am “out of reach” so to speak, and my focus has become more global rather than informing US citizens of the state of affairs. I will say however, I have continued to walk my talk, and have continued posting things that I feel are of massive importance to world affairs. For one, I can see, after being in another country, looking back, and hearing other people’s opinions of the United States and its citizens, that we are one of the most disrespected countries in the world, for good reason. In most of Europe, if they heard my accent, they would immediately change their tune and begin to treat me differently, as if I was a “stupid American”, it was quite hilarious. I decided to treat them with respect and energetically and verbally let them know that most Americans are not stupid whatsoever, but rather under mind control, and that I had a lot of compassion for what is happening there, even if I choose not to be there. At least for now. 
Quite frankly, I do not see how I can return to the United States, in the state of affairs that it is in. I have absolutely no desire to be there, not one bit. My son lives there however, so if I need to come back, I will, but for now, no bueno. I am starting to feel like an ex-Pat, after only two months. Its like I got out of the “matrix” of the US and can feel that there is a whole world out here that sees things very differently than us, and for that I am deeply grateful. And Gaia is my home, after all.
As for Avalon, she has welcomed me home. It is a place I can rest, where I can just be me. I haven’t had to try and figure out which language to speak, or how to communicate, how to find my way around, I can just be here, in this familiar place, and re-member all that I once knew, that I have taken for granted.
I have received so many downloads here, have activated the Albion codes within the land once more, and have decided that I could potentially live here. We shall see if that is what Spirit is calling forth. I have yet to visit a few key places on the map of the trajectory, and so we shall see how that plays itself out. There are many shifts and changes still to come.
For now, I have a few treats for you, some videos to watch for your activation and viewing pleasure!

Fall Equinox Transmissions – Part 1 & 2 – St Nectan’s Glen and Merlin’s Cave, Tintagel – King’s Arthur’s Castle – Part 1 – Part 2

Glastonbury Tor Transmissions & Singing in the White Spring

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Many Blissful Blessings your way!

Perspectives ~ A Mother’s Love

In the days that we find ourselves, it is difficult to recognize sometimes the origin of where we come from, who brought us here, how we came to be…

I honor Now the exquisite timeless nature and changeless eternal veracity of the Divine Mother and all who inhabit her.  Some may be mothers themselves, some may Mother the earth, and some may Mother and nurture children, not of their own seed.  Nonetheless, we are all Mothers in some way.  When we nourish a life, we are Mothering it.  We must remember however, that we didn’t come to be this way by ourselves.  The innate divine nature of the Mother exists within us all from the very beginning.  When we think about how nature works, and how things come into being, we must remember that a seed is always planted, and grows from the soil of our consciousness, and from the soil of the land in which we inhabit.  It is no mistake that we all came to this planet via a soul vehicle, and were “planted” within the mother’s womb.  For nature, it is natural to continue the cycle of life, and to embody the cycle of death, rebirth and returning again back to the soil.  For us as animated beings, the process has one more step.  Our seeds must be planted with the human womb.  That is if you are an organic humanoid…;)

So when we are seeded with light and love, and decide to bring a Spirit into manifest form, we have the option of planting the seed consciously or unconsciously, with everything in life.  The Spirit of an Idea, the Spirit of a Dream, the “Spirit” of whatever we are creating from the unmanifest.  When we work with this energy, we are tapping into the Source Light Mother of all Creation and calling into existence the incredible majick of manifest embodiment.  This is a process again, that is natural in nature, but through the process of human life, and society, we forget how this process works.  We become unconscious in our creations.  What is interesting about this, is that we are still manifesting our realities each and every day and the thoughts that we have determine the outcome.  If we are succumbing to negativity around us, and allowing those thoughts to permeate our consciousness, we will consume the energy in a way that serves us, but can wreak havoc on our souls, our health and our environment, and others.

When I observe negativity, and it is directed at me, the “Mother”, I think to myself, how is this person or situation being served by their illusion?  How is it that they can actually think that what they are perceiving is truth, when they only have one side of the equation?  With only one side of an equation, nothing can sort itself out.  When someone is poisoned with negative thought forms or negative thought projections, gossip and other rumors, the only way to handle this is to clear and uncreate whatever negative charge is there and the negativity that is being directed.  It is not our responsibility to change someone’s mind about something, but it is our job to make sure that no more harm comes to those engaged.  This energy can be debilitating for the one it is directed towards, and it serves as black majick, even if no words are being said.

So here is my “Mother’s Love” for this beneficent day:

When you see someone, do not automatically assume that who they appear to be, is in fact accurate to their life experience.

If they are having a hard time, pull upon your compassionate heart, and remember how much compassion and unconditional love you have been given along your journey.

If you see someone suffering and you know you can help, without being judgmental, even if it only means being an ear to listen, take the opportunity, as Spirit has a message for you, through that person, for your own life.

When you see someone in their power, and you feel resistance or triggered by their presence and you feel like judging their life stream, go within and ask why.  What is it about the situation that is triggering you?  Is it something in your previous experience that is unresolved, that needs light shed upon it for clearing and balance?

We may never know, from appearances, what is happening, but if we do not start listening, and allowing Spirit to share with us through someone else, life becomes dangerous, in that we are cutting ourselves off from Spirit and allowing the darkness and the absense of life to shroud our experience, which is in essence, a lie.

Your natural state of wellbeing is Bliss.  So if you find yourself in a state of suffering, find  the root cause of it, of the suffering, and do what it takes to bring balance back into your experience.

There may be experiences where you have not actually caused the suffering yourself, but are propelled into situations where you are Experiencing suffering, or someone is projecting their experience upon you, that is not yours or has been thrust upon you.  In this case, face this situation head on, and know that the Divine Mother is always holding you in her arms, and you don’t ever have to be afraid.

The Truth will always reveal itself in the end. Be patient dear one, and stay steady.  Observe your experience with Open Eyes to see, what is right in front of thee!

Lokah Samastah Sukhino Bhavantu





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Captain’s Log ~ Dancing Naked in the Woods!!! Beltane 2016

By powerpriestess Posted in Events