Perspectives ~ Enlightened or Awake? Part 1

So, when I was younger, I used to say that I was an open raw nerve ending to the universe and that I could feel everyone around me and everything that was happening in every moment. I now understand that to be that I am what is termed an “empath”.
Are we really awake? Are we enlightened? What exactly are we?
The term “enlightenment”, is something that people aspire to be, without really understanding the implications of what this actually means. It is not a true representation of what is happening during the awakening process.
To be en”light”ened requires full presence, every moment. To be awake means there is no turning back. Being awake means that we cannot remain in Spiritual Denial. The denial constructs are so completely embedded in our everyday culture that it is hard to even fathom how to begin the process of dismantling the broken constructs within the matrix in such a way as to bring things back into balance.  
I heard something yesterday that made sense to me. “You cannot hit at the heart, you must dismantle one limb at a time, until they are so weakened they cannot get back up.” This was from a new television series about a hacker dismantling the system. In other words, if you are going to “take down the system”, you must navigate your way through each imbalance.  
This not a quick fix.  
Dismantling the system within us of false constructs requires a deep level of patience and tenacity, we must be willing to do the work. We must be willing to be rigorously honest with ourselves and allow the unraveling of false patriarchal constructs that have been holding this matrix together to collapse. 
If we choose “happiness” without really looking at the underbelly, we are in Spiritual Denial. It is one thing to focus on what is positive and to have “positive thinking”, it is another to look at what is present, at face value, within the construct of our society and the way it has been constructed for the value of functioning with a massive population, and still choose peace. 
Here’s the thing. There are indigenous races all over this planet that are not accounted for in the global census, that are not a part of this modern world. There are tribes that don’t even know “we” exist. How is that even possible in a modern world you say? The answer is quite simple, they have been protected from our society.  Whether that be through Spirit or whether that be to keep them from experiencing our world, has yet to be determined.  They are truly the lucky ones. And yet I am sure on some level they have been affected by the actions of the elite few and the global mayhem that has ensued.  
Do we really understand what is happening and how we got to where we are? Most of us have no idea how we came to live in this modern world, and how we forgot mother earth along the way.  
It is time to get back to where we originated from on this planet. This is not to say that we can dismantle the construct without serious consequences, or that we desire that outcome, this just means we need to step into a solution that works to bring things back into balance.  
So what does that look like? Does that mean we destroy what has already been built? Not necessarily. What it does mean however is that we look at how this construct has personally affected our reality and we take steps to re-establish a relationship with the world we have forgotten or left behind. We cannot go back, we can only continue forward on this journey of the spiralline cycle that is our authentic nature and do everything in our power to bring balance where there are huge misalignments in the system.  
Starting with ourselves, what is the one thing that we are missing when we feel out of sorts? What have we ignored that our body, mind and Spirit need to come back into balance? Chances are it is somehow related to the busyness of the world, and we have forgotten to tune in and rectify that imbalance.  
First things first. When was the last time we felt a resonance with the earth? It may be that we are spending entirely too much time with electronics in a virtual world, not putting our feet on the ground. When was the last time you gazed into someone’s eyes because you could?  Or even received a real heartfelt hug?
Could it be that the place we are living does not support this? Are we living in a city, with cement sidewalks and no exposed earth? Or do we live near a forest or a river where we can take walks and step out of the “matrix” long enough to hear her, to listen to the calling she has for us? These things become incredibly important when we begin to lose our sense of direction or feel overwhelmed by the business (busyness) of life.    
If your life lately has been giving you signals that you are out of alignment, are you taking steps to bring that back into balance? Are you actually looking at the root causes of what is creating this imbalance? Could it be that you are not living in your true paradise? Could it be that you are giving your energy to the system and denying your own happiness for the sake of “survival” or “success”? These are hard questions to ask when we have set ourselves up for “success” in a world that does not support our dreams, but rather supports our living within the construct of a matrix created by a select few to create wealth and control for these few, and leave us slaves to their system. Even in the attempt to pursue our dreams, we are pursuing them in a broken system, one that is designed by default to fail for us and succeed for them. Now Im not talking about “us and them” mentality per sei, what I am talking about is this idea that we are living in a world that has been designed for us for thousands of years, not a world that we actively created and designed ourselves consciously. We have allowed this construct to exist out of convenience and laziness, and until recently, prior to the veil being lifted, we really had no idea how bad it was.  This is on us, not “them”.  We need to hold ourselves personally accountable for this.
Now it is time to step out of our denial on all levels and look around. What is really going on? Where are we off in our own thinking that we cannot see readily? How can we move through our denial and find clear answers to our questions that plague us in our modern society. Many of us are already asking these questions and have become willing to speak up about them. Many of us feel the imbalance so completely within our bodies, that we sometimes need to choose the shut off switch on our feelings in order to get through the day. We have been using this tool entirely too long, to our detriment. It is now time to look things square in the face, and feel the feelings we have been suppressing out of survival.
This may look like a collapse of our personal realities, however it is clear that the old must be dismantled in order to be reconstructed and put into right relations and proper balance.  
Since it is everyone’s Divine Birthright to be abundant, the first dismantling comes in the form of our monetary system, that is designed to fail, over and over again. What can we do to support ourselves within the construct of money? How can we attract and allow our true Divine Birthright of abundance and prosperity? Money is an energy, a form of exchange, it can be used for good or it can be used for malevolent purposes. It can appear in all ways to be working for you, to give you material possessions that make you “happy”, but is it really doing its job if there are starving children all around the world? The answer is no. What is happening is that energy is being harvested, funneled through a select energetic system that has been set up through dark practices to benefit this matrix construct and keep us locked into a certain idea of how things should be and are. This does not mean that these constructs and ideas are in right relations with Spirit or with our true nature. How can we create harmony within our own personal financial realms to bring about this true alignment with Spirit and our actions regarding this? 

 One thing we must know is that there is no actual real need for money. It does not even truly exist, and we continue to buy into the idea that we need it in order to survive. The truth is, it is quite the opposite. The way money is utilized today creates chaos and  then chaos magick is used to fuel the construct that supports this matrix of broken dreams. This will not change until we are willing to see the flaw in the system. Other societies within our galactic realms do not use money in their societies. Their worlds are filled with abundance where all needs are met, always, with no exception.  
As this world of money begins to break down, we must find new systems and new ways of operating within this world that has been created for us and on this planet for the benefit of everyone, not merely the few. We need to stop lying to ourselves about what is really going on. It is that simple.  
To be continued…


Perspectives ~ Being an Awakened Soul at this time

Artwork by Erial Ali


Being an awakened soul at this time, requires staying awake.  It requires sustainability of our awareness in such a way that we do not get to check out.  So that means, when a car is driving by and someone’s energy leaps out and tries to hook into your sacral chakra from behind or in front, you have to be aware and be able to immediately release that energy off your body.  It means stopping an SUV going downhill to prevent a woman from being hit in the street.  The SUV has a green light, and is going 40 miles an hour.  You are screaming at the woman in the street to save her life.  The woman could not wait two more seconds to cross the street.  And later to observe, from paying attention, that the woman was actually mentally handicapped, so really paying attention to what is going on around you at all times.  Noticing the subtleties and the subtle energies that are going on and what’s happening in the world right now, and then also remaining centered and grounded in your peace, when all you may want to do is kick and scream and freak the fuck out.  People are freaking the fuck out everywhere right now, EVERYWHERE!

So I felt compelled to speak today about being an Awakened Soul and not being able to turn back.  Checking out is no longer an option.  Paying attention to what is going on around you when it is painful, and you do not want to look at it, and then taking care of yourself, really taking care of yourself while you are doing that, EXTREME SELF CARE.

It makes me so sad that this woman almost got hit by a car, and was not aware.  She was, she knew what she was doing, but she did it anyway!  It really rocked my world to see someone under such deep levels of unconsciousness.  I don’t know how else to put it.

Two years ago, my life changed.  It went from being super peaceful.  It went from being super grounded and centered and aware, and thinking the world was a beautiful place.  Still having people trying to run me off the road, weird things happening all the time, but me feeling strong. I didnt understand why this was happening, and two years ago, I found out.  My life has never been the same.  And I have done my best with the tools that I have to stay present to this experience, to stay present to my past, that I didnt even know existed.  There is no turning back for me, there is only moving forward,  there is only staying fully present in the now moment.

Im not ready to tell my story yet, but now I have someone else telling my story.  Im not happy about it, Im deeply triggered.  Im so triggered! He didnt mention my name but he might as well have, because he explained every intimate detail.  And I know that he was caught off-guard in the moment when he was asked.  But even so, I had asked him specifically not to speak about my story at all, and especially in relation to him, and he did it anyway, in public, in an interview.  I just really dont know what to do with that.

There are so many levels by the Dark Factions of trying to dismantle me, to derail me, attempting to trigger me to the point of no return.  It is UNBELIEVABLE!  And it is because I have levels of information inside of me, that they do not want out in the public.  They do not want me in my full power.  And so here I am, out in the public, talking to you about this, because frankly, Im tired of it.  Im tired of dealing with this level of attack and at the same time, being asked to hold space and to be grounded and to hold my mission in place and to do the work.  And I keep showing up, I keep showing up no matter what.  That’s all I can do really.

In my heart of hearts, I am peaceful, knowing that I came here to balance the scales.  To right the wrongs, to do everything in my personal power to shift the balance and bring it back.  We are in new territory now.  The Dark Lords are locked out of the Garden of Edin and they cannot and will not get back in.  The Veil has been lifted.  And I can honestly say I had something to do with that.  I had no idea at the time when I was doing it, that this is what was going to happen.  But I dont regret it, at all.  I know that wherever we are going next, its going to be good, its going to be really good.  I can feel it, and I feel it for real now.  I kind of questioned it before, and now I know we are moving in the right direction.  And I Loooooove You, whoever you are, I love you and I love all of us sooo much, all beings.  We are returning to Edin.  I cant help but cry, it is really profoundly potent what is happening on this planet, and I feel it in every atom of my being.



Perspectives ~ Dreaming Ourselves Awake



In my last post, “Perspectives – It Is Time to Crack the Code”, I was referencing the state of consciousness between dreaming and awake:  “Also, when we dream, how are we having a collective experience with so many other people on the astral, that is so totally organized, unless it is somehow real?  Where are we actually going?  What happens when we all go to sleep and why isn’t it obvious that we are all going out of body?  The collective dream bleeds into reality often, and so it makes me wonder what exactly is happening.  Why is no one able to crack that matrix so far?  What is there that they don’t want us to know or see?  The Powers that Be have been hijacking our dreams for at least the last 70 years or so, at least since the 1940s, possibly longer.  And what happened to all the books that were written prior to then, it seems that most books from back then “did not make the cut”.

Who was talking about dreams in the 1920s?  In fact, who ever really talks or writes about dreams, except for those paying attention? It seems that the collective consensus about dreams is similar to that of the globe, where people just automatically assume the Zeitgeist Meme that dreams are essentially not real reality, but we all know that is not true and that we are participating in a multi-dimensional construct.  I sort of imagine it to be somewhat like the String Theory, with multiple layers of energy happening in multiple dimensions at the same time.

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So then, what is going on in our dreams, and how have they managed to set it into our consciousness individually to where, upon awakening, our minds are immediately erased of the dream.  We need to crack that window from sleeping to awake to find out what’s really going on.  I feel like the answer lies between waking and sleep.  If we can observe where we are going and watch the process unfold without losing our waking conscious mind and be able to witness what is happening, then we may be able to crack the code of mind control.  If we are able to witness our dreams and still get rest as well as retain our memory of what is happening, then I feel like we may have a chance of catching them in the act.  I know I have already experienced this.”

10945243_772425692835883_270038622_nThis morning I awoke to a particular dream where I was being disempowered by the people around me.  I decided to observe to see if I could see anything before I actually came into a full state of consciousness, this is what I discovered.  Here is an excerpt from my journal:

“So what I am witnessing as I wake up is very interesting.  In my dream, I am having an experience, but as I wake up, I am noticing flashes of images, with guns, words, war, destruction, and Nazi soldiers, Nazi regime officials.  All images seem to be old, like from the time period of World War II, but modern in that the images are old, but the context is new.  So I decided to wait a bit, to see what would happen if I stayed conscious in the dream state and I started to see the underlying layer of what was being programmed into my consciousness, keeping me in a state of war-like mentality, like I need to fight to survive. (I am usually very peaceful and clear, so there is a significant difference between the two states.|

In my dreams, my feeling is that I was “not allowed to take up space”.  One of my deepest core wounds instilled in me as a child.  They use these methods to access our deepest core wounds to attempt to keep us disempowered.  At one point, my former chiropractor came in to fix something and there was still chemistry there, but I chose to ignore it, and was cordial, instead of buying into it and getting hooked into his game.  As he walked out, he put his coat up above his head with his right arm, so he couldn’t see me, even though he had just been flirting with me a few minutes prior.  This was obviously to avoid any more contact with me, since I did not respond to his attempts at hooking me in, and was obviously designed to trigger me, however it did not work.  The room I was in turned into a dining room/library with a dark mahogany wall full of shelves with books on them.  I had the thought of organizing all the books and taking them all down and creating a colorwash with the books to settle down the energy, something I created in my feng shui practice 20 or so years ago.  I kept trying to eat the meal I had created while in the kitchen with my chiropractor.  Someone was showing the house to people, it was a huge 5-bedroom mansion that was awesome and ornate with a combination of old and modern decor.  I had the feeling it was one of my family homes.  I was confused as to why my home was being shown and that it signified that I had no control over my environment.  Also, it felt like it was Los Angeles.

There was a guy that interrupted me when I answered someone’s question, as to claim authority over me, and he took over the tour and made sure that whatever I was saying was not being validated or even heard, as if my opinion or words did not matter.  But what ended up happening is my natural magnetism drew people in and everyone sat down at the dining table and gathered around to just be with me and have a lovely conversation.  I stared at the guy, we locked eyes and I smiled at him with love, calling a truce.  It seemed that in the dream, the end goal was to get me to feel disempowered and to keep me in a state of perpetual anxiety or panic, so I would not ever feel empowered.

Today, September 21st, is both of my deceased grandfathers’ birthday, on the 21 cusp between Virgo and Libra, an interesting juxtaposition.  A delicate balance between gentle love, balance and strong fortitude.  My grandfathers were both very kind people, gentle in their nature. They were both quiet men, as opposed to their sons, who were extremely “out loud” and overmasculine.  I see how this influence on their sons was societal, and their personal influence was the core basic values they instilled in their offspring.


What’s interesting is that today is the International Day of Peace.  I am curious if dreaming was a created construct, because I do not sense and do not remember anything about dreams from my other incarnations, anywhere.  If I look, it appears in Atlantis, for example, that we did not dream, but rather went into a state of samadhi, of true rest without thoughts. This is also true of recalling my incarnations around the time of Jesus.  In both time periods, we lived in an immortal state, living anywhere from 621 years to 10,000 years in one body.  So it begs to question, how did Jesus only live for 33 years?  How did that entire aspect of immortality just disappear?  What happened?

Is it possible that the dream reality and these brain wave states have been constructed and that it is actually a mind-control mechanism in place? Is it possible that the death program was created?  Is it also possible that the Chakra System has been installed and the Pineal Gland as well?  These are the questions we need to start asking.  It seems that the only books that were saved, are the ones the Illuminati want us to read, such as Plato, Aristotle, Einstein, the Holy Bible, Shakespeare.  I have a feeling, even thought Davinci was commissioned to create things for his highest bidder, that he knew something and he stepped outside the box in his private thoughts, staying private with his discoveries locked up in his journals.  Sounds familiar.  And when they found his journals and published them, they conveniently left out those entries, so that the public wouldn’t dare to know the truth and question their reality.  I don’t even feel like I slept during that incarnation.

WhirlingdervishesAnd then, there is Rumi.  I am observing the motion of clockwise vs. counter-clockwise.  Going to the right is keeping everything contained, but our natural inclination is to go to the left, not to the right.  Going left opens portals, going right keeps things contained.  Sufi’s spin to the left.

“In the symbolism of the Sema ritual, the semazen’s camel’s hair hat (sikke) represents the tombstone of the ego; his wide, white skirt (tennure) represents the ego’s shroud. By removing his black cloak (hırka), he is spiritually reborn to the truth. At the beginning of the Sema, by holding his arms crosswise, the semazen appears to represent the number one, thus testifying to God’s unity. While whirling, his arms are open: his right arm is directed to the sky, ready to receive God’s beneficence; his left hand, upon which his eyes are fastened, is turned toward the earth. The semazen conveys God’s spiritual gift to those who are witnessing the Sema. Revolving from right to left around the heart, the semazen embraces all humanity with love. The human being has been created with love in order to love. Mevlâna Jalâluddîn Rumi says, “All loves are a bridge to Divine love. Yet, those who have not had a taste of it do not know!”

Societal programming says spinning to the left is anti-creation, when in fact, its quite the opposite, it is access to the highest place within us.  I would tend to differ with the idea of anti-creation, however I can observe how going around to the left is opening and going to the right is contracting.  This is not a bad thing.  Staring into someone’s left eye accesses their heart, staring into their right eye keeps everything in a linear construct.  If you want to reach people in their heart, it is good to connect with them through their left eye.

So then how do we go about opening to our Divine Matrix, and unraveling the closed constructs of our matrix reality?  This is something I have thought about for many years, observing the ways that we are under total and full mind control, even when we think that we have come so far and are “enlightened” to some degree.  Everything stems from the heart.  If they can keep us from feeling our hearts, then we cannot access our heart’s intelligence, and we cannot fully comprehend our environment.  This is something I have been working on with clients and in my trainings, retreats and pilgrimages for years.  If we can access our hearts, then we are able to access our truest intelligence within the body itself and within the other realms in which our consciousness resides.  We are able to access our higher heart, that taps us into our Divine Matrix and gives us a Cosmic perspective within which we can observe our so-called “reality” and detach from our emotional pain bodies long enough to witness the truth.

Namaste Beloved ~


Lokah Samastah Sukhino Bhavantu
Namaste  __/\__
We are always ONE~

Rev. Dr. Saralise Antara Nada Azrael, D.V.M.
Doctor of Vibrational Medicine

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