Perspectives ~ This is not a Movie folks ….. or is it?

It’s been 14 years since I commanded the activation of All of my DNA strands.   After that event, my life changed forever.  I went from having a particularly “normal” life, for me, to being under full-on attack 24/7 for the following 6 years solid, until I left Los Angeles.  The attacks didnt necessarily stop, once I left LA, but I had some reprieve for a short time, once I left, or so I thought. 

During that time, a few things happened.  Years prior, my mother, who had fallen “ill”, had told me that she had been chased by what seemed to be Tall Lizard Demons.  My reaction, “Okay Mom…”. Yah right, I thought, having no reference point for these types of experiences, and yet somehow, deep down, I knew she was telling the truth.  She wasnt one to lie about anything, ever.  Predominantly, I was in full denial and had had a Mind Swipe at that point, so I wasnt able to remember my own experiences with these beings.  The night she described, was a night in 1996, where she was chased through the house by the Lizard Demons she called them.  She felt she was risking her life just to tell me this.  She fell and cracked her head open, and was left laying on the couch, which she managed to get to, after falling and cracking her head open on the coffee table after she tripped over the rug and fell.  My sister, after receiving no response from her the following morning, decided to go over to the house, and found her bleeding out on the gold velvet box couch we grew up with.   This was the beginning of the end for my mother.  

Today is my mother’s birthday, she died 13 years ago.  She would have been 82 today, instead she died too young, at the ripe age of 68 years old.  I still feel devastated by her loss, and feel if only I could have done something to save her.  She should have outlived my father.  To think about the evil that has been bestowed upon our family by the powers that be (were) is mindblowing.  The reason I am so determined to change things is because of my mother, and watching her demise, and what they did to her, to keep their secrets.  Watching my father’s demise was also disturbing as I watched him struggle to keep his oath of secrecy, when he could have said many things to me that would have changed my reality.  The trouble is, my mother tried to tell me.  All of this is predominantly because of me.  My sisters managed to have a different fate, to escape this travesty, as they managed to stay with the “status Quo”.  I, however, did not come here for that.

I had someone the other day say my most recent 2-hour film was rambling and unfocused and that I best not share it.  That right there told me this person was completely compromised, as I had originally suspected.  Unfortunately, these same compromised individuals got to another innocent and she blocked me on messages on facebook.  I mean….really?  😂. Seriously? 😂, without provocation? For no identifiable reason?  😂  It is truly unfortunate that this innocent one has been affected, and now all of a sudden, I start coughing and clearing out of nowhere as I write this.

It is amazing to me, that at this point in our “reality”, that this awareness is not more prevalent in our society.  Why is it that we are unable to actually see what is going on right underneath our noses?  I am grateful for the progress that actually has been made honestly, because without that, we would not be where we are today, which is much further along.  We have come a long way in a very short amount of time.  The wake up process has been super fast for many. It has been a sort of slap in the face. 

Switching tangents.

My son has been somewhat distant since my father died in February, 3 days after my birthday.  His father made a point of manipulating him into rejecting me right before I left the states again after my dad’s funeral, and then made it virtually impossible for my son to contact me by grounding him and taking away his electronic devices, one of which I purchased for him,  and telling him he couldn’t contact me, all the while threatening to beat him, and then telling him to call me, to come get him.  Then my son demanded that I come back to the hell of LA and live in Woodland Hills, in his school district of mansions, and demanded that I do it immediately, while I was in Greece, camping, and had no level of money to support this idea.  This went on for at least a month, where I was worried sick and under full-on attack.  Clearly, this was the dark forces attempting to stop me from activating the Rose Living Crystal of the planet, which I managed to do anyway.  I was literally under attack the month leading up to this event, and basically being starved out physically and energetically, so that I could not accomplish my mission.  Sadly, for them, it did not work, and I was successful at accomplishing this mission. 😉 

This road has not been easy, by any means.  The contracts with “L” are rampant in our society, and quite frankly, it seems never ending.  Why is it that there is no parameters set for these demons running wild, and yet we have been placed in a dome “to protect us”?  It is clear we are living in a designated construct at this point.  The false flag event of Las Vegas has everyone clearly doing research, knowing full well that something is amiss.  It is out in the open now, there is no turning back.  

On some days, it feels all too hopeless that it will ever change, and on other days, I feel strong, and trust that this change is for the better.  Either way, we are deep in the maya of illusion and the veil is being ripped off our faces to reveal the ugliness of our society.  This isnt a movie folks, or is it?

The true destiny of this planet has yet to be determined in this moment.

What I do feel is we are living in a manufactured construct with puppets as players and babies that are branded from birth, and to me, if it is true that we are living in a matrix, as the movies have so clearly stated, then what is the point of all of this, other than to harvest our vital life force energies?  Is ascension actually a real construct, or just another mind control meme to throw people out of their bodies and off their center so they cannot be fully present to see what is really going on?  Please tell me!  I wanna know!  😂 

If it is true, and some choice few are in on it, how can we play the game differently.  How can we free ourselves from this “ill”usory mind fuck that has us all trapped in the matrix?  

Somebody has the answer, or we wouldn’t all still be here.  They are keeping it from us to protect their precious assets!  

But then again, what if the actual matrix of illusion is as simple to fall away as just changing your mind about it?  And the cosmology waiting to be discovered is beyond what we have even been able to fathom at this point! 

What are our choices?

What can we do to shift our reality construct to allow for the truth to be apparent?

I’m just gonna leave this right here.


Saralise Shekinah Sophia

Lokah Samastah Sukhino Bhavantu

May all beings be free from suffering.


Captain’s Log ~ Living Crystals of Atlantis

I am choosing to share this now, after much deliberation with myself around the profundity of this information.  I am no longer willing to stay silent.


Activating the Living Crystals of Atlantis12/10/15

As the world changes, we become more and more aware of the nature of our delicate environment. The Ancient Ones of the waters washing up on shore, dead from Sonar Waves and Tests being administered in the ocean by the Naval Forces, Black Goo being discovered pouring out of the old growth trees in the forests of the Pacific Northwest. All of the locations of damage are predominantly the original continent of Mu. The Ancient Ones have been keeping the balance for hundreds of thousands of years.

Now, at this time, the Dark Lords have been locked out of the Garden of Edin, and cannot get back in. Their next move has been to affect the Ancient Ones that hold the balance of this planet. Since they no longer have access to Edin, they must find another way to control the matrix. The Ancient Ones, despite all the manipulation by the factions of the Dark Lords, have managed to keep the balance of Nature intact. Now, because there are some human Ancient Ones that are intrinsically connected to this planet and to the Ancient Ones of Nature that support the humans with this process, the Powers that Be, supporters of the Temple of Set, have decided to obey the orders of the Dark Lord factions and go beyond their better judgment and follow orders to harm and weaken the Ancient Lineages of this planet to help the Dark Lords Agenda. The problem for the Dark Lords is the Veil has been completely lifted now.

During the process of the contracts being nullified between the Dark Lords and the Mother Goddesses of Edin, the veil was lifted and we are now in brand new territory. Everything will be different from this point. Not since 450,000 years ago, have we experienced the veil absent from this earth plane. This is all new territory and we need to express our truest nature to come into true resonance with what is happening now on Gaia. She is no longer under the control of the Dark Lords, and has been returned to her rightful balance.
Things will be topsy turvy for awhile while the balance is restoring itself. It has made it possible for the Benevolent Dragons to be released and for them to return to their rightful position upon this earth. Also, the Fae Kingdoms in most places have been restored to a natural state of revealing themselves when they feel safe to do so. The physical 3rd dimension is still too dense for them to be seen with the naked eye, but if you have the third sight, you will be able to see what is happening and be able to communicate in a sentient way with this particular collective. I had a full court this morning, along with the Unicorns present for my walk, and I felt honored to be in their presence. I cried like a baby. This is the third time this month, that they have appeared to me. After I got to a certain resonance, they came out, and decided to come out from their retreat. They appeared all around me. My puppy could see them all. He distinctly looked at them all around us. It was spectacular. He was not scared, but rather fascinated. One of the Fae came up to him and pet him on the forehead, and he let her. I believe it was the Fae queen’s daughter, she looked about 19 years old in earth years, obviously much more ancient. My eyes were open and closed intermittently at that point, although I could see what was happening. I was singing to the forest, rather toning.

During my visit to the majickal forest this morning, I sat in council with the Ancient Ones, including the Whales, Dolphins and Sea Dragons, the Benevolent Dragons of Earth, the Wooly Mammoths, the Dinosaurs, and the Ancient Tree Kingdoms. I stated that I was here to be of service, and asked how I could be of maximum service, and what was the next step that needed to happen. They explained that due to the manipulation of the Dark Factions, the vibratory elevation of the planet has been thwarted, and it has upset the natural balance that has been held by the Ancients for so long. They asked that we, the Ancient Ones in human form activate the Living Crystals of Atlantis, that exist around the planet. They showed me the locations of the Living Crystals and outpost shards that have been planted across the Earth. This is quite an endeavor and will require that we all activate them at the same time, so there is no chance that the Dark factions can stop us. This means personally finding Ancient Ones in each location, and to activate simultaneously. Quite a task, but doable.

This particular outpost crystal in this area goes along with the story of hundreds of years ago, when there was a Council of Elders around the 14th century. There was a group of natives, that sat in council and were the keepers of knowledge. It had been passed down thru the ages, that this was the location of a shard of the Blue Crystal of Knowledge of Atlantis. They came here to this hill to do Vision Quests, and to sit with the Crystal for 3-7 days at a time. They would trek for a long journey from all over to come to this land, and to hold space for this wisdom to be received. This is an old growth Oak forest. There have been Oak trees on this land for thousands of years. The balance of this land, and the elemental kingdom was upset at that point by a young man, who felt entitled to see the Fae kingdom, and could not. He had insisted that he come on the Vision Quest with the Chief Elders, and they agreed to teach him a lesson. When he could not see the Fae, he cast a curse across the land and on the Fae kingdom, not realizing his strength. He then demanded to have the Chief Council undo his curse, and they said, “What is Done is Done. You have your sealed your fate young one.” This is his story:

Jumping back in the timeline to 1300-1400 AD; a time where on this particular continent, it was filled with native tribesmen of all races. Fancy that!  During that time, there formed a Council of Elders called the Keepers of Knowledge, they created their lodge directly on top of this generator shard of Blue Crystal, about 13 feet due southeast of the actual crystal itself, buried deep underground, but close enough to the earth’s surface to be felt. It may have even been above ground 13,000 years ago. This particular shard stands 40 feet tall and is 12 feet in diameter. The crystal, was holding this area in full resonance and connected to the Living Blue Crystal of Knowledge located approximately 36 miles from this outpost. It may even be that this Blue Crystal is one individual point off the main Living Blue Crystal of Knowledge.

So, at that time, during that period, where time didn’t actually exist for these natives, these men would come and travel from afar to retreat into vision quest here for 3-7 days, whatever it took to receive the transmission being offered by the Blue Crystal of Knowledge. This being the highest point in the region, they could look off into the Appalachian Blue Ridge Mountain chain and have visions of the world to come and to hold the sacred knowledge of this crystal. They had awareness of the elemental kingdom that resided here on this land and in this forest, but they did not feel it was their place to bridge the two worlds. They allowed for the Universal Law of Non-Interference to be present within their interactions and coexisting nature.

One of the council members, by marriage, was the son-in-law of the Main Elder Chief that held the council. The Main Elder invited this man into the circle of the Council of Elders, on this particular occasion, for a vision quest, after much deliberation and against his better judgment as this man was quite young still and had many qualities that revealed his level of maturation. This young man manipulated his way into the Council of Elders, and the main Chief agreed, to teach him a lesson. The key here is that the council and the elemental kingdom had been forming a bond over many years and had created a mutual understanding. When this young man entered the picture, he forced his opinion regarding the elementals and demanded that they reveal themselves to him, to prove their existence.

The council sat quietly until the chief spoke. The entire council could see the elementals with their inner eye and had no demands of these creatures and fae folk. They left them alone to reveal themselves when they felt it was deemed a proper occasion. Something in this young man was restless and could not stand the fact that everyone else could see and he could not. The Main Elder Chief explained as he finally spoke, “It takes a trained and patient eye to see young one.” The young man did not like this at all and he cast a curse out in that moment, not knowing the level of power he was wielding, and cursed the entire clan of Fae and mystical creatures to never be seen again. Obviously he was quite hurt in that moment as he felt a deep longing to see his kin again, but the curse he cast caused severe ripples across the land of the mystical creatures causing them to retreat. Due to the Universal Law of Non-Interference, the Council of Elders had no choice but to let him live out his karmic retribution for his actions. He demanded they undo the curse he had cast, but they refused and said, “What is done, cannot be undone. You have sealed your fate young one.” He raged and cursed the entire council, attempting to strip them of their power and the knowledge they kept, but it did not work. The council was too strong together and he had sealed his own fate. He was left to find his way back home to the tribe on foot, and cast out of the tribe upon his return. His fate has followed him all of his days. He still carries the deep sadness of his choices and the fact that he cannot be his natural mystical being. Over the years, through being cast out, his heart began to harden and he pledged his allegiance to the Dark Lords, raping and pillaging women, killing children for sustenance, essentially a beast. He now exists as a woman today in modern time, and has returned to this exact location to discover his fate awaits him, as it always has. Maybe this time, he will truly step into his power by coming into the truth of his actions and righting the curse he cast so many years ago.

Going back even further, approximately 13,000 years ago, during the time of Atlantis, before the fall, this was an outpost. One of the temples resided in this area, the Temple of Wisdom, containing the Blue Crystal of Knowledge. The Blue Crystal of Knowledge was the first to be saved and stored. Just prior to the Fall of Atlantis, the Blue Crystal of Knowledge was the first to be taken care of by the Atla-Ra Priesthood to protect the Wisdom of Atlantis, Mu and Gaia/Tiamat/Terra/Earth stored deep within this crystal.
One of the Priestesses, named Antara, a 10,000 year old Androgynous Being, who oversaw all Thirteen temples, and stood about 12 feet tall with a golden-hued skin was assigned the task of planting a generator point of the Living Blue Crystal in another location just 36 miles of the main crystal. A grid was formed in this region to protect the Blue Crystal of Knowledge. A triangular formation was created around this crystal. Not only that, but the ley lines of the planet also coincided with this formation. This area has recently been termed the “Keyhole”. Three separate ley lines from the east coincide here in this region.
In modern time, this location has many attributes, and if there was to be any Extinction Level Event, this area would be protected. In the case of a Nuclear Fallout, 5 underground cities have been built by the government to protect the elite, and to house them for up to 5 years. Also, they have created the back up capitol of the United States here. They are privy to all of this information on some level and have prepared accordingly.

In the middle of 2014, when a developer decided to build on the land of the Blue Crystal Point, the balance of this land was upset tremendously. They bulldozed this entire area, and decided to take out several acres of old growth Oak forest that protected the top of this hill from the energies of the city of Asheville. During the build of these 5 homes, the developer acting out of alignment with this balance, and did whatever he deemed necessary for his purpose here. During that process, he upset the entire balance of this majickal location, and the Crystal retreated inward, hence going inward, and if looking at it from the perspective of what’s happening at this time on this planet, it could be viewed as the mignons of the Dark Lords doing their part to make sure they have dominance over this realm.

So during the last month, I have been taking many walks into this majickal forest that rests behind the OM Sanctuary. I have had the Dragon of this hill whip her tail around for the past year and call out to me and ask for assistance to be released to join her clan in the assistance of the Sacred Womb Grid around the Equatorial Region of the Earth. I was finally able to get back into the forest behind the Sanctuary, as they had cleared the path.
Firstly, I had no idea I was so intrinsically connected to this planet and this particular region, until I spoke to the Fae Queen. I have felt, since I acquired this house effortlessly that this is my power spot. I mean I had an inkling, but I really did not get the whole picture. Now I am beginning to understand just how Ancient I am in relation to what is happening on this level and what I am here to do.

I have known for some time that I am a Source Being, a first-born monadic Spirit. Those of us from this particular group have made their way back to Earth at this time to help assist with this transition. There were a 144,000 original Monads created from

Source that went on to create other races and soul essences. The original Rishi Collectives were the Emerald Order, the Gold Order and the Violet Order. These original collectives created the Original Emerald Covenant which is now known as The Cosmic Sovereign Law Of One. We, the Ancient Ones, live according to this Covenant, and cannot live any other way. When we, that are of this collective, fall astray, we are quickly brought back to this way of being, as we cannot live out of right relations with this Covenant. If any of us have Dark Lords in our DNA, it can make this process even more difficult. We have come here on this Sophianic Mission to clear the Dark Lords from the DNA of Humanity, among other things.

These Ancient Ones exists in many forms, in the Whales, Dolphins, ancient Benevolent Dragons, the Old Growth Redwoods, Ferns, Oaks and many other Tree Kingdoms. The Crystal and Mineral Kingdoms have been holding the frequency as well on this planet for hundreds of thousands of years as well. They have had to do this job, because humanity, and those Ancient Ones that have incarnated as humans, have lost their way or have been controlled into thinking that they are not as powerful as they truly are, the type of power that Legends are made of, and have had their DNA disconnected from its original state, the Original Divine Blueprint and has lied dormant for hundreds of thousands of years.

Until Now.

Now is the time to Return to the Garden. Everything is different now. We can never go back to the misaligned control of the Dark Matrix. It is not possible. We have already won, so to speak. This galactic battle has been going on since the beginning of sentient humans on this particular planet. They will do everything in their power to continue to exercise control, but the Veil is officially lifted, and every living being on this planet and in all matrices connected to this earth plane, inside or out, will begin to see the truth, and integrate the wisdom of the Ancients. There is no turning back.

We must all do our part to come into right relations with ourselves and all of our relations, including all kingdoms. These kingdoms consist of the following: The Celestial Realms, The Galactic Brothers and Sisters, The Cosmic High Councils, The Angelic Realms, The Devic Realms, on and off planet, The Elemental Kingdoms, The Crystal and Mineral Kingdoms, The Tree Kingdoms, The Plant Kingdoms, The Insect Kingdoms, The Flora and Fauna Kingdoms, The Flower Kingdoms, The Winged Ones, The Animal Kingdoms, The Human Kingdoms, The Astral Realms. There are so many layers to our existence, and at this time especially it is imperative that we allow for all of these realms to come together in harmony. And when something is not in right relations, we must address it directly, for the benefit of all beings.
Lokah Samastah Suhkino Bhavantu

Captain’s Log ~ The Legend of Edin Continues . . . 

The Legend of Edin Continues


So as of now, we have come to a place where we are dealing with the Dark Lords having been activated and summoned by Aleistar Crowley from the astral, and through that, the activation of all the sleeper agents in the Royal and Illuminati Bloodlines. I asked Aleistar today if he would command the Dark Lords to stand down.  

He did not answer.  

About a week and half ago, I lifted a 4-inch thick Lead Medieval Turtle shell from on top of my house. It was cutting off the source of the flow of energy and abundance flowing into the house. So I lifted it off, and in the process, I think I might have pulled a muscle in my back, that was literally how heavy it was. After this happened, the energy immediately began to flow through the house, the color came back in my skin and I began to have energy for the first time since the beginning of the month.  

So, a few things were evident. One, there had been a huge cloak over my house, so I was unable to receive any of the good flow coming towards me, and two, that the protection shield that my roommate administered over the house was far more intense than he had imagined. This told me a few things, which I already knew, but that he has a soul contract with Lucifer, and that he is unaware of how his magick actually works. I requested that he remove the protection shield (after I had lifted the shell) within 24 hours of me lifting that shell, because it was affecting all of our energy in the house, and he spends most of his time outside the house. He put up a fight and said, “well you guys can just deal with your own shit!” And I said, “Yes, please, it is our Shit!” LOL. This conversation was after I had a grey alien ship over my house the following morning after I lifted the shell off of the house. 

On the day that I lifted the shell, I had a few things happen. I immediately had people contact me for sessions, and try to give me money, which was great, since I haven’t had anything flowing this whole month. The other thing that happened, is I did a session that afternoon for my biological brother in England. Once we were through the actual session, where we had brought clarity to something around Lucifer being in his field, I got full-on attacked, and started to spiral and become nauseous and my kidneys seized and my back started to seize up. I could barely move, I had to have my roommate come down and give me emergency Reiki. It was a mess. I have spent the last week or more without any energy whatsoever. Whatever they placed in my field has shut my whole system down. Not a joke. Fortunately, there was a purified energy on my birthday of 2/22, with the Full Moon in Virgo, that brought energy to the planet and I was able to ride that wave for a few days! I immediately went into shut down the next day however. 

The next day after the session, that morning I woke up and I felt great, but within a few minutes, I felt this heavy dark energy coming into my field and I began to shield, and attempt to lift the heavy weight off of my house. That was when I requested that my roommate take down his shield, as I thought it was related. Soon to find out that it was entirely something different, I began to have women, mainly mother goddesses of earth contact me, to see if I was okay. I began to have a conversation with “Lucifer”, but in truth, it was Aleistar. He tricked me into believing he was Lucifer, but I caught him in a lie. The moment I caught him, I called him out and I knew beyond the shadow of a doubt that it was him. He cannot lie to me, so he admitted who he was, and we began to have a conversation. He told me he was extremely tired and just really wanted to go home, but that he was scared. My friend in Portugal, Heather and I proceeded to take him to the Divine Mother and have her hold him in her arms for a 72-hour respit. At that last moment, when he was complete, he sharded off a sliver of his soul and brought it back down. The majority of him was complete, but something held him back. He proceeded to attack me, and I have been predominantly immobile since then, with very little reprieve.  

That same day, I had another mother goddess contact me to see how I was doing. She lives on the west coast. I could feel her for days, and knew she was tuning into my field. She asked me a question about her situation, and I gave her my answer. And in the process, she said she saw an insectoid in my field. I then asked her to clarify, as she was confused and thought it was related to her situation, and I told her it was not. She then told me that the insectoid race is super pissed at me because I have done something to mess with the survival of their species. Clearly! HAHA. Her and I agreed they were ready for an upgrade and that this was a good thing, for the benefit of all beings, and we told them that. It did seem to lighten a bit after that, but not fully. I had another friend who had sent her indigo orb to be around me, and she saw something very similar, and saw that I was being observed.

Today, Aleistar showed up as a dragon on my left side. He came up in conversation again, with a mother goddess, as I asked her to look into my field and see what was happening. She had seen a grey alien ship above my house that day just after my conversation with Aleistar, and said that his sliver was on the ship. So today, when she looked, she saw man-made metal parts in my uterus, that were causing my flow to stop. Because of that, my kidneys literally shut down. I am surprised I survived this to be honest. My kidneys seem to be more sensitive in the past few years than ever before. I had just cleared 43 entities out of her field and cut a bunch of cords with a former handler of hers, so she was feeling super clear. That is when we began to have a conversation with Aleistar.

Through a series of questions, we were able to decipher that we were in Edin together. He had gotten kicked out of Edin for doing something to shut down the shield that was around Edin, the Sphere that protected Edin from the outside world. He was madly in love with one of the mother goddesses named Madeline. When he was kicked out of Edin, it was because he had became furious and decided to break the “walls” down. This in turn shut Edin down, and no one was able to stay in Edin after that point. This was congruent with what was going on with Enki, and the fact that he was raping the mother goddesses, one by one, and had probably raped Madeline in that process, which then Enlil reacted to. They were in battle for the ownership of Edin, and Enki raping Madeline was like murder to Enlil. Aleistar is ashamed of his behavior and the fact that he ruined Edin.  

In truth, Enlil contributed, but he is not fully to blame. Queen Ki, his mother, has forgiven him, and loves him unconditionally. There is no shame or blame for this, but it must be rectified. We must reset the Garden. It is imperative for humanity and Earth/Tara/Gaia to survive this. It gets complicated because Aleistar was locked out of Edin, and he is pissed about it and wants everyone to suffer for it. He wanted the Earth to die. I told him that he needed to forgive himself, that he has an opportunity to release Earth and let it go, and to move on, so that he may know love again. He has a chance to start over, for real. He seemed to like that idea. We saw rays of light beaming from him, and then her baby woke up, so we will need to continue the conversation later, but for now, this is really good, this is a lot. We are getting somewhere. ….. .finally! Thank the Goddess!  

Lokah Samastah Sukhino Bhavantu 

Namaste, Saralise


My Myth ~ Shimmering Window Blog

Here is another post from December of 2009, after just arriving in Mount Shasta. I was living right on the Mountain. I was going deep into the inner realms and receiving many levels of reality. I had never experienced such a Holy place.
I have left the post exactly as it was received at the time.
Shimmering Window ~ An exploration into the Inner Realms


Gemini Full Moon

12/02/09 11:01pm

Mt. Shasta, CA

In the Beginning, when Souls were first created, I was born into being. My initial sound was Ahn-Tah-RA. From this I created galaxies and saw them spinning, while I giggled and laughed with delight as I played with the spaces between spaces between matter between others chanting their names and deep breathy masculine vibrations speaking my soul into being as I held my consciousness in sway and allowed this integration. From this space, I took a form, although not right away. I sat with the ALL THAT IS for awhile to determine my place in the order of things. As it turned out, I became an angelic light being, blue in color. From this reference point, I was able to create even more splendid realities.

One of my assignments was to oversee the development of the humanoid form, the Divine Human body template, for the purpose of coming into physical form. Prior to this I acted as liason between the Council and the ALL THAT IS, such as a translator would. The Council was formed to determine what to do with all the matter that had been created through play. We had so much fun creating and playing and it was now time to utilize the forms that had been created. Thousands of sparkling stars filled the emptiness of space we call the Cosmos. Through what is now known as the Ninth Gate, in Orion’s belt, which at that time had no name, we entered this Universe.  The 7th Universe to have been created.

We were surprised to find sphere-like forms floating in formations and producing off-gases creating spirals and cycles of time. We knew that we would be experimenting with forming life and so we took our creations very seriously and remained committed to the task. It became apparent very quickly that we would be forming systems of planets that could exist, self-sustaining. We came upon several galaxies that had been created by different energies that had been chanted into being by the ALL THAT IS.

We chose vibrational frequencies for each, also known as energetic signatures, so they could be recognized individually. This was the beginning of independence. Identifying each as an individualized expression did not separate each from the whole but rather gave each expression a distinction as part of the whole. Many of us who had created these special expressions of matter worked together to create groups that could exist within the same space, as it was all interconnected. “Birds of a feather flock together” became the group soul formed from the original soul expression that was created. As Antara (Ahn-Tah-RA), I created the vibration of transition, from one reality to the next, and as such I chose to include many life forms from many galaxies that had been created in that process. So we came to a vibration that has since carried us through existence.  This particular soul collective, we flow together on the path of Artisan/Sage. With the development of the first life form in the physical, we discovered that we could continue creating instantaneous expression in the manifest and therefore determined to create a physical vehicle for the expression of our experience. These physical vehicles took on the form of everything from bacteria to trees to plants, to stones, crystals and rocks.

An anomaly happened when water formed on the surface of a sphere and we realized that life could be sustained through a physical form. All was happening at once and therefore it took several experiences of this new universe to grasp the depth of creation that had taken place.

So, as a light being, I decided to experiment with the elements that were revealing themselves and create a form, a housing, a physical vehicle with which to encase my Spirit as a temple. It took many manifestations before I was able to create the splendor of the humanoid.

The Divine Connection, that has not been lost, was the key to the operation of this new vehicle, as I was still able to operate outside of this form, and yet utilize it for the expression of the physical, where I could experience the senses, sight, sound, smell, taste, touch! I continued to work on the form, experimenting with different ideas, including wings, tails, and fins. I knew that this vehicle needed to traverse the many terrains available. I knew that being divinely ordained, this vehicle would have complete control over itself and would be able to shift and change whenever necessary to meet the needs of any situation.

After visiting several planets, we came up with the idea that many forms of expression would be greeted with a choice to create a physical body or some other form of expression so as to experience all aspects of reality. Each soul that had been created was given a choice to either incarnate into physical form and create the first race or to stay in the form of light to continue their assignment on that level where they could assist with the creation and development of new life forms that were expressing from Source. And so it was, new life had taken shape and form and there could now be a comprehensive way of experiencing life with a dedicated commitment to the flow of expression. This brought about many who decided to experiment with the human form. At this time, the dimensional frequencies were few, although ever expanding and so it was quite simple to make the decision as to where to begin. Most of us began on one particular planet, to experiment with creating all aspects of reality within that dimension, while others stayed within the cosmic ocean of light with the ALL THAT IS, to assist us upon our journey.

We would often go back and forth as to experience the fullness of what we were bringing into form so that we could truly experience all aspects of our reality from all perspectives and vantage points. At one point, a decision was made by the Council to create new life forms through the expression of creating new human bodies that contain new souls being created. This became the population of souls that are forever expanding and experiencing life in all forms. The essential element and key factor in creation of life forms is that they have the Divine Spark within them.

Regardless of its form, a life form was required to have a soul. This was usually simple as each soul was assigned a different life expression from the very beginning and could then live out that existence until such time as another assignment became prevalent for that soul’s experience. Death is a human idea, not a Divine idea. It is simply a matter of changing form.

The expression of life expanded almost instantaneously and continued to manifest new structures as it went along. All life is made of the same structure of DNA/RNA molecules and that spiraline rope of ecstatic vibrations determines what life form it will create by the programming that it receives. All this is done without a thought, it just is. Coming through the DNA structure we see different manifestations of life forms based on the formulations of the molecules that produce matter. It is easy to determine that at some point, there became a rent, a tear in the fabric of the Universe, as free will was a natural part of this reality.  Something happened that allowed a Separation from Spirit.  This has shown up in many ways over time, especially in the Human Form, and Astral Realms that force their hand upon the Physical.  Animals and other life forms have never lost their initial connection to the ALL THAT IS, nor will they ever.

The Design of the Universe is such that when something has reached it’s maximum expression, it naturally expires, so as to move into a new level of awareness, and can create anew, something that is not yet in expression. As this cycle continues, it ebbs and flows and creates ever expanding realities that reveal themselves as time flows on.

Captain’s Log ~ Spotlight



Okay I just watched the Spotlight Movie, and I would recommend that every single person on the planet watch this movie.  It was absolutely riveting, very well done, well acted, and I haven’t seen a movie in a long time that was that good, to be quite honest.

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The problem is, that is only a sliver.  It is only a sliver of what is really happening on this planet.  Spotlight talks about the Boston area, and the molestation from Priests in that area, and since then, which was 13 years ago.  There have been court cases going on since the 70’s, in regards to this.  The Vatican has everything under lockdown, including records of Camelot, historical records sealed in the vaults of the Vatican.  There are so many layers to the infiltration of the Vatican running everything and the way that Satanic Ritual Abuse and Mind Control permeate our society.  All sides are in bed together.  Remember, it’s a brotherhood.


This Picture depicts that the 5-pointed star is directly related to Satanic Ritual Abuse.  As with all symbols, there are many meanings for each symbol, and not every symbol relates to dark or light.  Just a thought in relation to this photo.

After the movie, I went to the bathroom, and this woman in her mid-60‘s comes out.  I said to her, “Ya know the problem really is, this is only a sliver of the whole picture.”  And she said, “Yah, its so sad.”  I responded by saying, “That’s not a good enough answer!  Its going to KILL EVERYTHING, because it permeates every aspect of our society, and if it doesn’t stop, it will destroy everything about this planet.”  Sex Trafficking, Children, Schools, Churches, it permeates all levels of our society.  Policemen, Firemen, all the institutions that we have, that have been established in this world that we live in, in the “technological age” have been designed and created by a brotherhood, and a sisterhood, who established, rightfully so, the towns and cities of this country, specifically this country, and of most cities of civilized countries around the world.

But as you can see, it is not really working anymore is it.  The Veil has been lifted, there is no turning back to what once was, there is no more turning a blind eye to what’s going on, there just isn’t.  It is time for all of us to take FULL responsibility for what is happening on this planet.  I implore you to watch this film, to feel the depths of where it goes and the introduction of the idea of what it is presenting.

There are so many of us that risk our lives every day to tell the truth.  I, for one, have kept my mouth shut for a very long time, considering what I could say, considering what I could do.  I’ve “picked and choosed” my battles, I’ve chosen my battles very carefully.  I have made a point of protecting my family.  This is why this behavior continues to run rampant in our society.  There was a quote in the movie that said, “It takes a village to raise a child, and it takes a village to abuse one.”  I just want you to ponder that for a moment.  I want you to feel the depths of that, and how everything is slid under the rug.  I have members of my family that have suffered tremendous abuse at that hands of “authority”.

I cannot speak to that at this time, I am not yet willing to share my story.  I will tell you this:  there are so many actions that we can take, there are so many things that we can do to support people that have been abused, people that are dealing with the depths of this pain and despair, it is rampant in our society, and there are too many of us turning a blind eye, too many of us in our “conscious community” that are turning blind eyes to women being raped at festivals, for instance, even in our “conscious community”.


And then it comes to me.  They come to me and say, “We need your help Saralise, we need your help to deal with this situation, and we know you know what to do.”  And so, I address this person and I hold space for them and I move them through a process of forgiveness so that they can come into right relations with themselves and understand what it is that they have done, and the depths of what they have done, and the depths of pain that they experience, and to give them Unconditional Love, UN-Conditional Love, not Tolerance, not turning a blind eye, but being in the solution as to moving the energy through, moving the energy into right relations, so that it cannot continue.  And it stops dead in its tracks, because  there is a shift in consciousness.

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This is something that we are all capable of doing.  If we were to all take the time out of our schedules and our busy lives, to give a shit.  To give a shit about others, to be quite honest.  To do what’s right for the benefit of the collective, meaning every single person involved, every single man, woman, and child, animal, insect, plant, tree, flower,  the Devic Realm, Elemental Kingdom, Crystal Kingdom, we are ALL affected, we are ALL sentient beings, whether we are inanimate or animate.  Enough is enough.

I wish you sooo much love, I looove you.  I love ALL of US, equally.  And sometimes my actions may not feel like that, rightfully so, to the person receiving it, but eventually they come around and realize that they were looking through their own lenses, and that Spirit revealed to them, the Truth.  And when the Truth comes out, its undeniable.  It cannot go back in the box.  Pandora’s box, once it has been opened, it cannot go back in.  Its out on the table now.

I wish only for your Peace.

And for standing in your Truth, knowing full well what that means for you, for the benefit of all beings.

Lokah Samastah Sukhino Bhavantu

May all beings be freed from suffering.