Perspectives ~ This is not a Movie folks ….. or is it?

It’s been 14 years since I commanded the activation of All of my DNA strands.   After that event, my life changed forever.  I went from having a particularly “normal” life, for me, to being under full-on attack 24/7 for the following 6 years solid, until I left Los Angeles.  The attacks didnt necessarily stop, once I left LA, but I had some reprieve for a short time, once I left, or so I thought. 

During that time, a few things happened.  Years prior, my mother, who had fallen “ill”, had told me that she had been chased by what seemed to be Tall Lizard Demons.  My reaction, “Okay Mom…”. Yah right, I thought, having no reference point for these types of experiences, and yet somehow, deep down, I knew she was telling the truth.  She wasnt one to lie about anything, ever.  Predominantly, I was in full denial and had had a Mind Swipe at that point, so I wasnt able to remember my own experiences with these beings.  The night she described, was a night in 1996, where she was chased through the house by the Lizard Demons she called them.  She felt she was risking her life just to tell me this.  She fell and cracked her head open, and was left laying on the couch, which she managed to get to, after falling and cracking her head open on the coffee table after she tripped over the rug and fell.  My sister, after receiving no response from her the following morning, decided to go over to the house, and found her bleeding out on the gold velvet box couch we grew up with.   This was the beginning of the end for my mother.  

Today is my mother’s birthday, she died 13 years ago.  She would have been 82 today, instead she died too young, at the ripe age of 68 years old.  I still feel devastated by her loss, and feel if only I could have done something to save her.  She should have outlived my father.  To think about the evil that has been bestowed upon our family by the powers that be (were) is mindblowing.  The reason I am so determined to change things is because of my mother, and watching her demise, and what they did to her, to keep their secrets.  Watching my father’s demise was also disturbing as I watched him struggle to keep his oath of secrecy, when he could have said many things to me that would have changed my reality.  The trouble is, my mother tried to tell me.  All of this is predominantly because of me.  My sisters managed to have a different fate, to escape this travesty, as they managed to stay with the “status Quo”.  I, however, did not come here for that.

I had someone the other day say my most recent 2-hour film was rambling and unfocused and that I best not share it.  That right there told me this person was completely compromised, as I had originally suspected.  Unfortunately, these same compromised individuals got to another innocent and she blocked me on messages on facebook.  I mean….really?  😂. Seriously? 😂, without provocation? For no identifiable reason?  😂  It is truly unfortunate that this innocent one has been affected, and now all of a sudden, I start coughing and clearing out of nowhere as I write this.

It is amazing to me, that at this point in our “reality”, that this awareness is not more prevalent in our society.  Why is it that we are unable to actually see what is going on right underneath our noses?  I am grateful for the progress that actually has been made honestly, because without that, we would not be where we are today, which is much further along.  We have come a long way in a very short amount of time.  The wake up process has been super fast for many. It has been a sort of slap in the face. 

Switching tangents.

My son has been somewhat distant since my father died in February, 3 days after my birthday.  His father made a point of manipulating him into rejecting me right before I left the states again after my dad’s funeral, and then made it virtually impossible for my son to contact me by grounding him and taking away his electronic devices, one of which I purchased for him,  and telling him he couldn’t contact me, all the while threatening to beat him, and then telling him to call me, to come get him.  Then my son demanded that I come back to the hell of LA and live in Woodland Hills, in his school district of mansions, and demanded that I do it immediately, while I was in Greece, camping, and had no level of money to support this idea.  This went on for at least a month, where I was worried sick and under full-on attack.  Clearly, this was the dark forces attempting to stop me from activating the Rose Living Crystal of the planet, which I managed to do anyway.  I was literally under attack the month leading up to this event, and basically being starved out physically and energetically, so that I could not accomplish my mission.  Sadly, for them, it did not work, and I was successful at accomplishing this mission. 😉 

This road has not been easy, by any means.  The contracts with “L” are rampant in our society, and quite frankly, it seems never ending.  Why is it that there is no parameters set for these demons running wild, and yet we have been placed in a dome “to protect us”?  It is clear we are living in a designated construct at this point.  The false flag event of Las Vegas has everyone clearly doing research, knowing full well that something is amiss.  It is out in the open now, there is no turning back.  

On some days, it feels all too hopeless that it will ever change, and on other days, I feel strong, and trust that this change is for the better.  Either way, we are deep in the maya of illusion and the veil is being ripped off our faces to reveal the ugliness of our society.  This isnt a movie folks, or is it?

The true destiny of this planet has yet to be determined in this moment.

What I do feel is we are living in a manufactured construct with puppets as players and babies that are branded from birth, and to me, if it is true that we are living in a matrix, as the movies have so clearly stated, then what is the point of all of this, other than to harvest our vital life force energies?  Is ascension actually a real construct, or just another mind control meme to throw people out of their bodies and off their center so they cannot be fully present to see what is really going on?  Please tell me!  I wanna know!  😂 

If it is true, and some choice few are in on it, how can we play the game differently.  How can we free ourselves from this “ill”usory mind fuck that has us all trapped in the matrix?  

Somebody has the answer, or we wouldn’t all still be here.  They are keeping it from us to protect their precious assets!  

But then again, what if the actual matrix of illusion is as simple to fall away as just changing your mind about it?  And the cosmology waiting to be discovered is beyond what we have even been able to fathom at this point! 

What are our choices?

What can we do to shift our reality construct to allow for the truth to be apparent?

I’m just gonna leave this right here.


Saralise Shekinah Sophia

Lokah Samastah Sukhino Bhavantu

May all beings be free from suffering.


Perspectives ~ Enlightened or Awake? Part 1

So, when I was younger, I used to say that I was an open raw nerve ending to the universe and that I could feel everyone around me and everything that was happening in every moment. I now understand that to be that I am what is termed an “empath”.
Are we really awake? Are we enlightened? What exactly are we?
The term “enlightenment”, is something that people aspire to be, without really understanding the implications of what this actually means. It is not a true representation of what is happening during the awakening process.
To be en”light”ened requires full presence, every moment. To be awake means there is no turning back. Being awake means that we cannot remain in Spiritual Denial. The denial constructs are so completely embedded in our everyday culture that it is hard to even fathom how to begin the process of dismantling the broken constructs within the matrix in such a way as to bring things back into balance.  
I heard something yesterday that made sense to me. “You cannot hit at the heart, you must dismantle one limb at a time, until they are so weakened they cannot get back up.” This was from a new television series about a hacker dismantling the system. In other words, if you are going to “take down the system”, you must navigate your way through each imbalance.  
This not a quick fix.  
Dismantling the system within us of false constructs requires a deep level of patience and tenacity, we must be willing to do the work. We must be willing to be rigorously honest with ourselves and allow the unraveling of false patriarchal constructs that have been holding this matrix together to collapse. 
If we choose “happiness” without really looking at the underbelly, we are in Spiritual Denial. It is one thing to focus on what is positive and to have “positive thinking”, it is another to look at what is present, at face value, within the construct of our society and the way it has been constructed for the value of functioning with a massive population, and still choose peace. 
Here’s the thing. There are indigenous races all over this planet that are not accounted for in the global census, that are not a part of this modern world. There are tribes that don’t even know “we” exist. How is that even possible in a modern world you say? The answer is quite simple, they have been protected from our society.  Whether that be through Spirit or whether that be to keep them from experiencing our world, has yet to be determined.  They are truly the lucky ones. And yet I am sure on some level they have been affected by the actions of the elite few and the global mayhem that has ensued.  
Do we really understand what is happening and how we got to where we are? Most of us have no idea how we came to live in this modern world, and how we forgot mother earth along the way.  
It is time to get back to where we originated from on this planet. This is not to say that we can dismantle the construct without serious consequences, or that we desire that outcome, this just means we need to step into a solution that works to bring things back into balance.  
So what does that look like? Does that mean we destroy what has already been built? Not necessarily. What it does mean however is that we look at how this construct has personally affected our reality and we take steps to re-establish a relationship with the world we have forgotten or left behind. We cannot go back, we can only continue forward on this journey of the spiralline cycle that is our authentic nature and do everything in our power to bring balance where there are huge misalignments in the system.  
Starting with ourselves, what is the one thing that we are missing when we feel out of sorts? What have we ignored that our body, mind and Spirit need to come back into balance? Chances are it is somehow related to the busyness of the world, and we have forgotten to tune in and rectify that imbalance.  
First things first. When was the last time we felt a resonance with the earth? It may be that we are spending entirely too much time with electronics in a virtual world, not putting our feet on the ground. When was the last time you gazed into someone’s eyes because you could?  Or even received a real heartfelt hug?
Could it be that the place we are living does not support this? Are we living in a city, with cement sidewalks and no exposed earth? Or do we live near a forest or a river where we can take walks and step out of the “matrix” long enough to hear her, to listen to the calling she has for us? These things become incredibly important when we begin to lose our sense of direction or feel overwhelmed by the business (busyness) of life.    
If your life lately has been giving you signals that you are out of alignment, are you taking steps to bring that back into balance? Are you actually looking at the root causes of what is creating this imbalance? Could it be that you are not living in your true paradise? Could it be that you are giving your energy to the system and denying your own happiness for the sake of “survival” or “success”? These are hard questions to ask when we have set ourselves up for “success” in a world that does not support our dreams, but rather supports our living within the construct of a matrix created by a select few to create wealth and control for these few, and leave us slaves to their system. Even in the attempt to pursue our dreams, we are pursuing them in a broken system, one that is designed by default to fail for us and succeed for them. Now Im not talking about “us and them” mentality per sei, what I am talking about is this idea that we are living in a world that has been designed for us for thousands of years, not a world that we actively created and designed ourselves consciously. We have allowed this construct to exist out of convenience and laziness, and until recently, prior to the veil being lifted, we really had no idea how bad it was.  This is on us, not “them”.  We need to hold ourselves personally accountable for this.
Now it is time to step out of our denial on all levels and look around. What is really going on? Where are we off in our own thinking that we cannot see readily? How can we move through our denial and find clear answers to our questions that plague us in our modern society. Many of us are already asking these questions and have become willing to speak up about them. Many of us feel the imbalance so completely within our bodies, that we sometimes need to choose the shut off switch on our feelings in order to get through the day. We have been using this tool entirely too long, to our detriment. It is now time to look things square in the face, and feel the feelings we have been suppressing out of survival.
This may look like a collapse of our personal realities, however it is clear that the old must be dismantled in order to be reconstructed and put into right relations and proper balance.  
Since it is everyone’s Divine Birthright to be abundant, the first dismantling comes in the form of our monetary system, that is designed to fail, over and over again. What can we do to support ourselves within the construct of money? How can we attract and allow our true Divine Birthright of abundance and prosperity? Money is an energy, a form of exchange, it can be used for good or it can be used for malevolent purposes. It can appear in all ways to be working for you, to give you material possessions that make you “happy”, but is it really doing its job if there are starving children all around the world? The answer is no. What is happening is that energy is being harvested, funneled through a select energetic system that has been set up through dark practices to benefit this matrix construct and keep us locked into a certain idea of how things should be and are. This does not mean that these constructs and ideas are in right relations with Spirit or with our true nature. How can we create harmony within our own personal financial realms to bring about this true alignment with Spirit and our actions regarding this? 

 One thing we must know is that there is no actual real need for money. It does not even truly exist, and we continue to buy into the idea that we need it in order to survive. The truth is, it is quite the opposite. The way money is utilized today creates chaos and  then chaos magick is used to fuel the construct that supports this matrix of broken dreams. This will not change until we are willing to see the flaw in the system. Other societies within our galactic realms do not use money in their societies. Their worlds are filled with abundance where all needs are met, always, with no exception.  
As this world of money begins to break down, we must find new systems and new ways of operating within this world that has been created for us and on this planet for the benefit of everyone, not merely the few. We need to stop lying to ourselves about what is really going on. It is that simple.  
To be continued…

Captain’s Log ~ The Legend of Edin Continues . . . 

The Legend of Edin Continues


So as of now, we have come to a place where we are dealing with the Dark Lords having been activated and summoned by Aleistar Crowley from the astral, and through that, the activation of all the sleeper agents in the Royal and Illuminati Bloodlines. I asked Aleistar today if he would command the Dark Lords to stand down.  

He did not answer.  

About a week and half ago, I lifted a 4-inch thick Lead Medieval Turtle shell from on top of my house. It was cutting off the source of the flow of energy and abundance flowing into the house. So I lifted it off, and in the process, I think I might have pulled a muscle in my back, that was literally how heavy it was. After this happened, the energy immediately began to flow through the house, the color came back in my skin and I began to have energy for the first time since the beginning of the month.  

So, a few things were evident. One, there had been a huge cloak over my house, so I was unable to receive any of the good flow coming towards me, and two, that the protection shield that my roommate administered over the house was far more intense than he had imagined. This told me a few things, which I already knew, but that he has a soul contract with Lucifer, and that he is unaware of how his magick actually works. I requested that he remove the protection shield (after I had lifted the shell) within 24 hours of me lifting that shell, because it was affecting all of our energy in the house, and he spends most of his time outside the house. He put up a fight and said, “well you guys can just deal with your own shit!” And I said, “Yes, please, it is our Shit!” LOL. This conversation was after I had a grey alien ship over my house the following morning after I lifted the shell off of the house. 

On the day that I lifted the shell, I had a few things happen. I immediately had people contact me for sessions, and try to give me money, which was great, since I haven’t had anything flowing this whole month. The other thing that happened, is I did a session that afternoon for my biological brother in England. Once we were through the actual session, where we had brought clarity to something around Lucifer being in his field, I got full-on attacked, and started to spiral and become nauseous and my kidneys seized and my back started to seize up. I could barely move, I had to have my roommate come down and give me emergency Reiki. It was a mess. I have spent the last week or more without any energy whatsoever. Whatever they placed in my field has shut my whole system down. Not a joke. Fortunately, there was a purified energy on my birthday of 2/22, with the Full Moon in Virgo, that brought energy to the planet and I was able to ride that wave for a few days! I immediately went into shut down the next day however. 

The next day after the session, that morning I woke up and I felt great, but within a few minutes, I felt this heavy dark energy coming into my field and I began to shield, and attempt to lift the heavy weight off of my house. That was when I requested that my roommate take down his shield, as I thought it was related. Soon to find out that it was entirely something different, I began to have women, mainly mother goddesses of earth contact me, to see if I was okay. I began to have a conversation with “Lucifer”, but in truth, it was Aleistar. He tricked me into believing he was Lucifer, but I caught him in a lie. The moment I caught him, I called him out and I knew beyond the shadow of a doubt that it was him. He cannot lie to me, so he admitted who he was, and we began to have a conversation. He told me he was extremely tired and just really wanted to go home, but that he was scared. My friend in Portugal, Heather and I proceeded to take him to the Divine Mother and have her hold him in her arms for a 72-hour respit. At that last moment, when he was complete, he sharded off a sliver of his soul and brought it back down. The majority of him was complete, but something held him back. He proceeded to attack me, and I have been predominantly immobile since then, with very little reprieve.  

That same day, I had another mother goddess contact me to see how I was doing. She lives on the west coast. I could feel her for days, and knew she was tuning into my field. She asked me a question about her situation, and I gave her my answer. And in the process, she said she saw an insectoid in my field. I then asked her to clarify, as she was confused and thought it was related to her situation, and I told her it was not. She then told me that the insectoid race is super pissed at me because I have done something to mess with the survival of their species. Clearly! HAHA. Her and I agreed they were ready for an upgrade and that this was a good thing, for the benefit of all beings, and we told them that. It did seem to lighten a bit after that, but not fully. I had another friend who had sent her indigo orb to be around me, and she saw something very similar, and saw that I was being observed.

Today, Aleistar showed up as a dragon on my left side. He came up in conversation again, with a mother goddess, as I asked her to look into my field and see what was happening. She had seen a grey alien ship above my house that day just after my conversation with Aleistar, and said that his sliver was on the ship. So today, when she looked, she saw man-made metal parts in my uterus, that were causing my flow to stop. Because of that, my kidneys literally shut down. I am surprised I survived this to be honest. My kidneys seem to be more sensitive in the past few years than ever before. I had just cleared 43 entities out of her field and cut a bunch of cords with a former handler of hers, so she was feeling super clear. That is when we began to have a conversation with Aleistar.

Through a series of questions, we were able to decipher that we were in Edin together. He had gotten kicked out of Edin for doing something to shut down the shield that was around Edin, the Sphere that protected Edin from the outside world. He was madly in love with one of the mother goddesses named Madeline. When he was kicked out of Edin, it was because he had became furious and decided to break the “walls” down. This in turn shut Edin down, and no one was able to stay in Edin after that point. This was congruent with what was going on with Enki, and the fact that he was raping the mother goddesses, one by one, and had probably raped Madeline in that process, which then Enlil reacted to. They were in battle for the ownership of Edin, and Enki raping Madeline was like murder to Enlil. Aleistar is ashamed of his behavior and the fact that he ruined Edin.  

In truth, Enlil contributed, but he is not fully to blame. Queen Ki, his mother, has forgiven him, and loves him unconditionally. There is no shame or blame for this, but it must be rectified. We must reset the Garden. It is imperative for humanity and Earth/Tara/Gaia to survive this. It gets complicated because Aleistar was locked out of Edin, and he is pissed about it and wants everyone to suffer for it. He wanted the Earth to die. I told him that he needed to forgive himself, that he has an opportunity to release Earth and let it go, and to move on, so that he may know love again. He has a chance to start over, for real. He seemed to like that idea. We saw rays of light beaming from him, and then her baby woke up, so we will need to continue the conversation later, but for now, this is really good, this is a lot. We are getting somewhere. ….. .finally! Thank the Goddess!  

Lokah Samastah Sukhino Bhavantu 

Namaste, Saralise


Captain’s Log ~ Spotlight



Okay I just watched the Spotlight Movie, and I would recommend that every single person on the planet watch this movie.  It was absolutely riveting, very well done, well acted, and I haven’t seen a movie in a long time that was that good, to be quite honest.

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The problem is, that is only a sliver.  It is only a sliver of what is really happening on this planet.  Spotlight talks about the Boston area, and the molestation from Priests in that area, and since then, which was 13 years ago.  There have been court cases going on since the 70’s, in regards to this.  The Vatican has everything under lockdown, including records of Camelot, historical records sealed in the vaults of the Vatican.  There are so many layers to the infiltration of the Vatican running everything and the way that Satanic Ritual Abuse and Mind Control permeate our society.  All sides are in bed together.  Remember, it’s a brotherhood.


This Picture depicts that the 5-pointed star is directly related to Satanic Ritual Abuse.  As with all symbols, there are many meanings for each symbol, and not every symbol relates to dark or light.  Just a thought in relation to this photo.

After the movie, I went to the bathroom, and this woman in her mid-60‘s comes out.  I said to her, “Ya know the problem really is, this is only a sliver of the whole picture.”  And she said, “Yah, its so sad.”  I responded by saying, “That’s not a good enough answer!  Its going to KILL EVERYTHING, because it permeates every aspect of our society, and if it doesn’t stop, it will destroy everything about this planet.”  Sex Trafficking, Children, Schools, Churches, it permeates all levels of our society.  Policemen, Firemen, all the institutions that we have, that have been established in this world that we live in, in the “technological age” have been designed and created by a brotherhood, and a sisterhood, who established, rightfully so, the towns and cities of this country, specifically this country, and of most cities of civilized countries around the world.

But as you can see, it is not really working anymore is it.  The Veil has been lifted, there is no turning back to what once was, there is no more turning a blind eye to what’s going on, there just isn’t.  It is time for all of us to take FULL responsibility for what is happening on this planet.  I implore you to watch this film, to feel the depths of where it goes and the introduction of the idea of what it is presenting.

There are so many of us that risk our lives every day to tell the truth.  I, for one, have kept my mouth shut for a very long time, considering what I could say, considering what I could do.  I’ve “picked and choosed” my battles, I’ve chosen my battles very carefully.  I have made a point of protecting my family.  This is why this behavior continues to run rampant in our society.  There was a quote in the movie that said, “It takes a village to raise a child, and it takes a village to abuse one.”  I just want you to ponder that for a moment.  I want you to feel the depths of that, and how everything is slid under the rug.  I have members of my family that have suffered tremendous abuse at that hands of “authority”.

I cannot speak to that at this time, I am not yet willing to share my story.  I will tell you this:  there are so many actions that we can take, there are so many things that we can do to support people that have been abused, people that are dealing with the depths of this pain and despair, it is rampant in our society, and there are too many of us turning a blind eye, too many of us in our “conscious community” that are turning blind eyes to women being raped at festivals, for instance, even in our “conscious community”.


And then it comes to me.  They come to me and say, “We need your help Saralise, we need your help to deal with this situation, and we know you know what to do.”  And so, I address this person and I hold space for them and I move them through a process of forgiveness so that they can come into right relations with themselves and understand what it is that they have done, and the depths of what they have done, and the depths of pain that they experience, and to give them Unconditional Love, UN-Conditional Love, not Tolerance, not turning a blind eye, but being in the solution as to moving the energy through, moving the energy into right relations, so that it cannot continue.  And it stops dead in its tracks, because  there is a shift in consciousness.

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This is something that we are all capable of doing.  If we were to all take the time out of our schedules and our busy lives, to give a shit.  To give a shit about others, to be quite honest.  To do what’s right for the benefit of the collective, meaning every single person involved, every single man, woman, and child, animal, insect, plant, tree, flower,  the Devic Realm, Elemental Kingdom, Crystal Kingdom, we are ALL affected, we are ALL sentient beings, whether we are inanimate or animate.  Enough is enough.

I wish you sooo much love, I looove you.  I love ALL of US, equally.  And sometimes my actions may not feel like that, rightfully so, to the person receiving it, but eventually they come around and realize that they were looking through their own lenses, and that Spirit revealed to them, the Truth.  And when the Truth comes out, its undeniable.  It cannot go back in the box.  Pandora’s box, once it has been opened, it cannot go back in.  Its out on the table now.

I wish only for your Peace.

And for standing in your Truth, knowing full well what that means for you, for the benefit of all beings.

Lokah Samastah Sukhino Bhavantu

May all beings be freed from suffering.



Perspectives ~ Dreaming Ourselves Awake



In my last post, “Perspectives – It Is Time to Crack the Code”, I was referencing the state of consciousness between dreaming and awake:  “Also, when we dream, how are we having a collective experience with so many other people on the astral, that is so totally organized, unless it is somehow real?  Where are we actually going?  What happens when we all go to sleep and why isn’t it obvious that we are all going out of body?  The collective dream bleeds into reality often, and so it makes me wonder what exactly is happening.  Why is no one able to crack that matrix so far?  What is there that they don’t want us to know or see?  The Powers that Be have been hijacking our dreams for at least the last 70 years or so, at least since the 1940s, possibly longer.  And what happened to all the books that were written prior to then, it seems that most books from back then “did not make the cut”.

Who was talking about dreams in the 1920s?  In fact, who ever really talks or writes about dreams, except for those paying attention? It seems that the collective consensus about dreams is similar to that of the globe, where people just automatically assume the Zeitgeist Meme that dreams are essentially not real reality, but we all know that is not true and that we are participating in a multi-dimensional construct.  I sort of imagine it to be somewhat like the String Theory, with multiple layers of energy happening in multiple dimensions at the same time.

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So then, what is going on in our dreams, and how have they managed to set it into our consciousness individually to where, upon awakening, our minds are immediately erased of the dream.  We need to crack that window from sleeping to awake to find out what’s really going on.  I feel like the answer lies between waking and sleep.  If we can observe where we are going and watch the process unfold without losing our waking conscious mind and be able to witness what is happening, then we may be able to crack the code of mind control.  If we are able to witness our dreams and still get rest as well as retain our memory of what is happening, then I feel like we may have a chance of catching them in the act.  I know I have already experienced this.”

10945243_772425692835883_270038622_nThis morning I awoke to a particular dream where I was being disempowered by the people around me.  I decided to observe to see if I could see anything before I actually came into a full state of consciousness, this is what I discovered.  Here is an excerpt from my journal:

“So what I am witnessing as I wake up is very interesting.  In my dream, I am having an experience, but as I wake up, I am noticing flashes of images, with guns, words, war, destruction, and Nazi soldiers, Nazi regime officials.  All images seem to be old, like from the time period of World War II, but modern in that the images are old, but the context is new.  So I decided to wait a bit, to see what would happen if I stayed conscious in the dream state and I started to see the underlying layer of what was being programmed into my consciousness, keeping me in a state of war-like mentality, like I need to fight to survive. (I am usually very peaceful and clear, so there is a significant difference between the two states.|

In my dreams, my feeling is that I was “not allowed to take up space”.  One of my deepest core wounds instilled in me as a child.  They use these methods to access our deepest core wounds to attempt to keep us disempowered.  At one point, my former chiropractor came in to fix something and there was still chemistry there, but I chose to ignore it, and was cordial, instead of buying into it and getting hooked into his game.  As he walked out, he put his coat up above his head with his right arm, so he couldn’t see me, even though he had just been flirting with me a few minutes prior.  This was obviously to avoid any more contact with me, since I did not respond to his attempts at hooking me in, and was obviously designed to trigger me, however it did not work.  The room I was in turned into a dining room/library with a dark mahogany wall full of shelves with books on them.  I had the thought of organizing all the books and taking them all down and creating a colorwash with the books to settle down the energy, something I created in my feng shui practice 20 or so years ago.  I kept trying to eat the meal I had created while in the kitchen with my chiropractor.  Someone was showing the house to people, it was a huge 5-bedroom mansion that was awesome and ornate with a combination of old and modern decor.  I had the feeling it was one of my family homes.  I was confused as to why my home was being shown and that it signified that I had no control over my environment.  Also, it felt like it was Los Angeles.

There was a guy that interrupted me when I answered someone’s question, as to claim authority over me, and he took over the tour and made sure that whatever I was saying was not being validated or even heard, as if my opinion or words did not matter.  But what ended up happening is my natural magnetism drew people in and everyone sat down at the dining table and gathered around to just be with me and have a lovely conversation.  I stared at the guy, we locked eyes and I smiled at him with love, calling a truce.  It seemed that in the dream, the end goal was to get me to feel disempowered and to keep me in a state of perpetual anxiety or panic, so I would not ever feel empowered.

Today, September 21st, is both of my deceased grandfathers’ birthday, on the 21 cusp between Virgo and Libra, an interesting juxtaposition.  A delicate balance between gentle love, balance and strong fortitude.  My grandfathers were both very kind people, gentle in their nature. They were both quiet men, as opposed to their sons, who were extremely “out loud” and overmasculine.  I see how this influence on their sons was societal, and their personal influence was the core basic values they instilled in their offspring.


What’s interesting is that today is the International Day of Peace.  I am curious if dreaming was a created construct, because I do not sense and do not remember anything about dreams from my other incarnations, anywhere.  If I look, it appears in Atlantis, for example, that we did not dream, but rather went into a state of samadhi, of true rest without thoughts. This is also true of recalling my incarnations around the time of Jesus.  In both time periods, we lived in an immortal state, living anywhere from 621 years to 10,000 years in one body.  So it begs to question, how did Jesus only live for 33 years?  How did that entire aspect of immortality just disappear?  What happened?

Is it possible that the dream reality and these brain wave states have been constructed and that it is actually a mind-control mechanism in place? Is it possible that the death program was created?  Is it also possible that the Chakra System has been installed and the Pineal Gland as well?  These are the questions we need to start asking.  It seems that the only books that were saved, are the ones the Illuminati want us to read, such as Plato, Aristotle, Einstein, the Holy Bible, Shakespeare.  I have a feeling, even thought Davinci was commissioned to create things for his highest bidder, that he knew something and he stepped outside the box in his private thoughts, staying private with his discoveries locked up in his journals.  Sounds familiar.  And when they found his journals and published them, they conveniently left out those entries, so that the public wouldn’t dare to know the truth and question their reality.  I don’t even feel like I slept during that incarnation.

WhirlingdervishesAnd then, there is Rumi.  I am observing the motion of clockwise vs. counter-clockwise.  Going to the right is keeping everything contained, but our natural inclination is to go to the left, not to the right.  Going left opens portals, going right keeps things contained.  Sufi’s spin to the left.

“In the symbolism of the Sema ritual, the semazen’s camel’s hair hat (sikke) represents the tombstone of the ego; his wide, white skirt (tennure) represents the ego’s shroud. By removing his black cloak (hırka), he is spiritually reborn to the truth. At the beginning of the Sema, by holding his arms crosswise, the semazen appears to represent the number one, thus testifying to God’s unity. While whirling, his arms are open: his right arm is directed to the sky, ready to receive God’s beneficence; his left hand, upon which his eyes are fastened, is turned toward the earth. The semazen conveys God’s spiritual gift to those who are witnessing the Sema. Revolving from right to left around the heart, the semazen embraces all humanity with love. The human being has been created with love in order to love. Mevlâna Jalâluddîn Rumi says, “All loves are a bridge to Divine love. Yet, those who have not had a taste of it do not know!”

Societal programming says spinning to the left is anti-creation, when in fact, its quite the opposite, it is access to the highest place within us.  I would tend to differ with the idea of anti-creation, however I can observe how going around to the left is opening and going to the right is contracting.  This is not a bad thing.  Staring into someone’s left eye accesses their heart, staring into their right eye keeps everything in a linear construct.  If you want to reach people in their heart, it is good to connect with them through their left eye.

So then how do we go about opening to our Divine Matrix, and unraveling the closed constructs of our matrix reality?  This is something I have thought about for many years, observing the ways that we are under total and full mind control, even when we think that we have come so far and are “enlightened” to some degree.  Everything stems from the heart.  If they can keep us from feeling our hearts, then we cannot access our heart’s intelligence, and we cannot fully comprehend our environment.  This is something I have been working on with clients and in my trainings, retreats and pilgrimages for years.  If we can access our hearts, then we are able to access our truest intelligence within the body itself and within the other realms in which our consciousness resides.  We are able to access our higher heart, that taps us into our Divine Matrix and gives us a Cosmic perspective within which we can observe our so-called “reality” and detach from our emotional pain bodies long enough to witness the truth.

Namaste Beloved ~


Lokah Samastah Sukhino Bhavantu
Namaste  __/\__
We are always ONE~

Rev. Dr. Saralise Antara Nada Azrael, D.V.M.
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