Perspectives ~ This is not a Movie folks ….. or is it?

It’s been 14 years since I commanded the activation of All of my DNA strands.   After that event, my life changed forever.  I went from having a particularly “normal” life, for me, to being under full-on attack 24/7 for the following 6 years solid, until I left Los Angeles.  The attacks didnt necessarily stop, once I left LA, but I had some reprieve for a short time, once I left, or so I thought. 

During that time, a few things happened.  Years prior, my mother, who had fallen “ill”, had told me that she had been chased by what seemed to be Tall Lizard Demons.  My reaction, “Okay Mom…”. Yah right, I thought, having no reference point for these types of experiences, and yet somehow, deep down, I knew she was telling the truth.  She wasnt one to lie about anything, ever.  Predominantly, I was in full denial and had had a Mind Swipe at that point, so I wasnt able to remember my own experiences with these beings.  The night she described, was a night in 1996, where she was chased through the house by the Lizard Demons she called them.  She felt she was risking her life just to tell me this.  She fell and cracked her head open, and was left laying on the couch, which she managed to get to, after falling and cracking her head open on the coffee table after she tripped over the rug and fell.  My sister, after receiving no response from her the following morning, decided to go over to the house, and found her bleeding out on the gold velvet box couch we grew up with.   This was the beginning of the end for my mother.  

Today is my mother’s birthday, she died 13 years ago.  She would have been 82 today, instead she died too young, at the ripe age of 68 years old.  I still feel devastated by her loss, and feel if only I could have done something to save her.  She should have outlived my father.  To think about the evil that has been bestowed upon our family by the powers that be (were) is mindblowing.  The reason I am so determined to change things is because of my mother, and watching her demise, and what they did to her, to keep their secrets.  Watching my father’s demise was also disturbing as I watched him struggle to keep his oath of secrecy, when he could have said many things to me that would have changed my reality.  The trouble is, my mother tried to tell me.  All of this is predominantly because of me.  My sisters managed to have a different fate, to escape this travesty, as they managed to stay with the “status Quo”.  I, however, did not come here for that.

I had someone the other day say my most recent 2-hour film was rambling and unfocused and that I best not share it.  That right there told me this person was completely compromised, as I had originally suspected.  Unfortunately, these same compromised individuals got to another innocent and she blocked me on messages on facebook.  I mean….really?  😂. Seriously? 😂, without provocation? For no identifiable reason?  😂  It is truly unfortunate that this innocent one has been affected, and now all of a sudden, I start coughing and clearing out of nowhere as I write this.

It is amazing to me, that at this point in our “reality”, that this awareness is not more prevalent in our society.  Why is it that we are unable to actually see what is going on right underneath our noses?  I am grateful for the progress that actually has been made honestly, because without that, we would not be where we are today, which is much further along.  We have come a long way in a very short amount of time.  The wake up process has been super fast for many. It has been a sort of slap in the face. 

Switching tangents.

My son has been somewhat distant since my father died in February, 3 days after my birthday.  His father made a point of manipulating him into rejecting me right before I left the states again after my dad’s funeral, and then made it virtually impossible for my son to contact me by grounding him and taking away his electronic devices, one of which I purchased for him,  and telling him he couldn’t contact me, all the while threatening to beat him, and then telling him to call me, to come get him.  Then my son demanded that I come back to the hell of LA and live in Woodland Hills, in his school district of mansions, and demanded that I do it immediately, while I was in Greece, camping, and had no level of money to support this idea.  This went on for at least a month, where I was worried sick and under full-on attack.  Clearly, this was the dark forces attempting to stop me from activating the Rose Living Crystal of the planet, which I managed to do anyway.  I was literally under attack the month leading up to this event, and basically being starved out physically and energetically, so that I could not accomplish my mission.  Sadly, for them, it did not work, and I was successful at accomplishing this mission. 😉 

This road has not been easy, by any means.  The contracts with “L” are rampant in our society, and quite frankly, it seems never ending.  Why is it that there is no parameters set for these demons running wild, and yet we have been placed in a dome “to protect us”?  It is clear we are living in a designated construct at this point.  The false flag event of Las Vegas has everyone clearly doing research, knowing full well that something is amiss.  It is out in the open now, there is no turning back.  

On some days, it feels all too hopeless that it will ever change, and on other days, I feel strong, and trust that this change is for the better.  Either way, we are deep in the maya of illusion and the veil is being ripped off our faces to reveal the ugliness of our society.  This isnt a movie folks, or is it?

The true destiny of this planet has yet to be determined in this moment.

What I do feel is we are living in a manufactured construct with puppets as players and babies that are branded from birth, and to me, if it is true that we are living in a matrix, as the movies have so clearly stated, then what is the point of all of this, other than to harvest our vital life force energies?  Is ascension actually a real construct, or just another mind control meme to throw people out of their bodies and off their center so they cannot be fully present to see what is really going on?  Please tell me!  I wanna know!  😂 

If it is true, and some choice few are in on it, how can we play the game differently.  How can we free ourselves from this “ill”usory mind fuck that has us all trapped in the matrix?  

Somebody has the answer, or we wouldn’t all still be here.  They are keeping it from us to protect their precious assets!  

But then again, what if the actual matrix of illusion is as simple to fall away as just changing your mind about it?  And the cosmology waiting to be discovered is beyond what we have even been able to fathom at this point! 

What are our choices?

What can we do to shift our reality construct to allow for the truth to be apparent?

I’m just gonna leave this right here.


Saralise Shekinah Sophia

Lokah Samastah Sukhino Bhavantu

May all beings be free from suffering.


Captain’s Log ~ The Legend of Edin Continues . . . 

The Legend of Edin Continues


So as of now, we have come to a place where we are dealing with the Dark Lords having been activated and summoned by Aleistar Crowley from the astral, and through that, the activation of all the sleeper agents in the Royal and Illuminati Bloodlines. I asked Aleistar today if he would command the Dark Lords to stand down.  

He did not answer.  

About a week and half ago, I lifted a 4-inch thick Lead Medieval Turtle shell from on top of my house. It was cutting off the source of the flow of energy and abundance flowing into the house. So I lifted it off, and in the process, I think I might have pulled a muscle in my back, that was literally how heavy it was. After this happened, the energy immediately began to flow through the house, the color came back in my skin and I began to have energy for the first time since the beginning of the month.  

So, a few things were evident. One, there had been a huge cloak over my house, so I was unable to receive any of the good flow coming towards me, and two, that the protection shield that my roommate administered over the house was far more intense than he had imagined. This told me a few things, which I already knew, but that he has a soul contract with Lucifer, and that he is unaware of how his magick actually works. I requested that he remove the protection shield (after I had lifted the shell) within 24 hours of me lifting that shell, because it was affecting all of our energy in the house, and he spends most of his time outside the house. He put up a fight and said, “well you guys can just deal with your own shit!” And I said, “Yes, please, it is our Shit!” LOL. This conversation was after I had a grey alien ship over my house the following morning after I lifted the shell off of the house. 

On the day that I lifted the shell, I had a few things happen. I immediately had people contact me for sessions, and try to give me money, which was great, since I haven’t had anything flowing this whole month. The other thing that happened, is I did a session that afternoon for my biological brother in England. Once we were through the actual session, where we had brought clarity to something around Lucifer being in his field, I got full-on attacked, and started to spiral and become nauseous and my kidneys seized and my back started to seize up. I could barely move, I had to have my roommate come down and give me emergency Reiki. It was a mess. I have spent the last week or more without any energy whatsoever. Whatever they placed in my field has shut my whole system down. Not a joke. Fortunately, there was a purified energy on my birthday of 2/22, with the Full Moon in Virgo, that brought energy to the planet and I was able to ride that wave for a few days! I immediately went into shut down the next day however. 

The next day after the session, that morning I woke up and I felt great, but within a few minutes, I felt this heavy dark energy coming into my field and I began to shield, and attempt to lift the heavy weight off of my house. That was when I requested that my roommate take down his shield, as I thought it was related. Soon to find out that it was entirely something different, I began to have women, mainly mother goddesses of earth contact me, to see if I was okay. I began to have a conversation with “Lucifer”, but in truth, it was Aleistar. He tricked me into believing he was Lucifer, but I caught him in a lie. The moment I caught him, I called him out and I knew beyond the shadow of a doubt that it was him. He cannot lie to me, so he admitted who he was, and we began to have a conversation. He told me he was extremely tired and just really wanted to go home, but that he was scared. My friend in Portugal, Heather and I proceeded to take him to the Divine Mother and have her hold him in her arms for a 72-hour respit. At that last moment, when he was complete, he sharded off a sliver of his soul and brought it back down. The majority of him was complete, but something held him back. He proceeded to attack me, and I have been predominantly immobile since then, with very little reprieve.  

That same day, I had another mother goddess contact me to see how I was doing. She lives on the west coast. I could feel her for days, and knew she was tuning into my field. She asked me a question about her situation, and I gave her my answer. And in the process, she said she saw an insectoid in my field. I then asked her to clarify, as she was confused and thought it was related to her situation, and I told her it was not. She then told me that the insectoid race is super pissed at me because I have done something to mess with the survival of their species. Clearly! HAHA. Her and I agreed they were ready for an upgrade and that this was a good thing, for the benefit of all beings, and we told them that. It did seem to lighten a bit after that, but not fully. I had another friend who had sent her indigo orb to be around me, and she saw something very similar, and saw that I was being observed.

Today, Aleistar showed up as a dragon on my left side. He came up in conversation again, with a mother goddess, as I asked her to look into my field and see what was happening. She had seen a grey alien ship above my house that day just after my conversation with Aleistar, and said that his sliver was on the ship. So today, when she looked, she saw man-made metal parts in my uterus, that were causing my flow to stop. Because of that, my kidneys literally shut down. I am surprised I survived this to be honest. My kidneys seem to be more sensitive in the past few years than ever before. I had just cleared 43 entities out of her field and cut a bunch of cords with a former handler of hers, so she was feeling super clear. That is when we began to have a conversation with Aleistar.

Through a series of questions, we were able to decipher that we were in Edin together. He had gotten kicked out of Edin for doing something to shut down the shield that was around Edin, the Sphere that protected Edin from the outside world. He was madly in love with one of the mother goddesses named Madeline. When he was kicked out of Edin, it was because he had became furious and decided to break the “walls” down. This in turn shut Edin down, and no one was able to stay in Edin after that point. This was congruent with what was going on with Enki, and the fact that he was raping the mother goddesses, one by one, and had probably raped Madeline in that process, which then Enlil reacted to. They were in battle for the ownership of Edin, and Enki raping Madeline was like murder to Enlil. Aleistar is ashamed of his behavior and the fact that he ruined Edin.  

In truth, Enlil contributed, but he is not fully to blame. Queen Ki, his mother, has forgiven him, and loves him unconditionally. There is no shame or blame for this, but it must be rectified. We must reset the Garden. It is imperative for humanity and Earth/Tara/Gaia to survive this. It gets complicated because Aleistar was locked out of Edin, and he is pissed about it and wants everyone to suffer for it. He wanted the Earth to die. I told him that he needed to forgive himself, that he has an opportunity to release Earth and let it go, and to move on, so that he may know love again. He has a chance to start over, for real. He seemed to like that idea. We saw rays of light beaming from him, and then her baby woke up, so we will need to continue the conversation later, but for now, this is really good, this is a lot. We are getting somewhere. ….. .finally! Thank the Goddess!  

Lokah Samastah Sukhino Bhavantu 

Namaste, Saralise


Perspectives ~ Being an Awakened Soul at this time

Artwork by Erial Ali


Being an awakened soul at this time, requires staying awake.  It requires sustainability of our awareness in such a way that we do not get to check out.  So that means, when a car is driving by and someone’s energy leaps out and tries to hook into your sacral chakra from behind or in front, you have to be aware and be able to immediately release that energy off your body.  It means stopping an SUV going downhill to prevent a woman from being hit in the street.  The SUV has a green light, and is going 40 miles an hour.  You are screaming at the woman in the street to save her life.  The woman could not wait two more seconds to cross the street.  And later to observe, from paying attention, that the woman was actually mentally handicapped, so really paying attention to what is going on around you at all times.  Noticing the subtleties and the subtle energies that are going on and what’s happening in the world right now, and then also remaining centered and grounded in your peace, when all you may want to do is kick and scream and freak the fuck out.  People are freaking the fuck out everywhere right now, EVERYWHERE!

So I felt compelled to speak today about being an Awakened Soul and not being able to turn back.  Checking out is no longer an option.  Paying attention to what is going on around you when it is painful, and you do not want to look at it, and then taking care of yourself, really taking care of yourself while you are doing that, EXTREME SELF CARE.

It makes me so sad that this woman almost got hit by a car, and was not aware.  She was, she knew what she was doing, but she did it anyway!  It really rocked my world to see someone under such deep levels of unconsciousness.  I don’t know how else to put it.

Two years ago, my life changed.  It went from being super peaceful.  It went from being super grounded and centered and aware, and thinking the world was a beautiful place.  Still having people trying to run me off the road, weird things happening all the time, but me feeling strong. I didnt understand why this was happening, and two years ago, I found out.  My life has never been the same.  And I have done my best with the tools that I have to stay present to this experience, to stay present to my past, that I didnt even know existed.  There is no turning back for me, there is only moving forward,  there is only staying fully present in the now moment.

Im not ready to tell my story yet, but now I have someone else telling my story.  Im not happy about it, Im deeply triggered.  Im so triggered! He didnt mention my name but he might as well have, because he explained every intimate detail.  And I know that he was caught off-guard in the moment when he was asked.  But even so, I had asked him specifically not to speak about my story at all, and especially in relation to him, and he did it anyway, in public, in an interview.  I just really dont know what to do with that.

There are so many levels by the Dark Factions of trying to dismantle me, to derail me, attempting to trigger me to the point of no return.  It is UNBELIEVABLE!  And it is because I have levels of information inside of me, that they do not want out in the public.  They do not want me in my full power.  And so here I am, out in the public, talking to you about this, because frankly, Im tired of it.  Im tired of dealing with this level of attack and at the same time, being asked to hold space and to be grounded and to hold my mission in place and to do the work.  And I keep showing up, I keep showing up no matter what.  That’s all I can do really.

In my heart of hearts, I am peaceful, knowing that I came here to balance the scales.  To right the wrongs, to do everything in my personal power to shift the balance and bring it back.  We are in new territory now.  The Dark Lords are locked out of the Garden of Edin and they cannot and will not get back in.  The Veil has been lifted.  And I can honestly say I had something to do with that.  I had no idea at the time when I was doing it, that this is what was going to happen.  But I dont regret it, at all.  I know that wherever we are going next, its going to be good, its going to be really good.  I can feel it, and I feel it for real now.  I kind of questioned it before, and now I know we are moving in the right direction.  And I Loooooove You, whoever you are, I love you and I love all of us sooo much, all beings.  We are returning to Edin.  I cant help but cry, it is really profoundly potent what is happening on this planet, and I feel it in every atom of my being.



Perspectives ~ It Is Time to Crack the Code!!!

I have so many questions about our world, its hard to know where to start.

What I do know, is that from the moment of birth into this realm of existence in this lifestream, I have been duped.  I was born into a family bloodline that is deeply embedded unconsciously with the programming running the depopulation agenda, “the Grand Plan”, and as I look back on old memories of my life, I can now see how I was being lied to and information was kept from me, and if I ever questioned it, I was ridiculed, or made to look crazy.  Even with my own memories of what happened with me and what I was involved in as a child and young adult.  My mother desperately wanted me to know the truth, she ended up in a convalescent home from age 61, shot up with meds to keep her from being 100% lucid, and ended up dead at 68 years old.  It is all beginning to make sense now.  Did they really think I wouldn’t find out?  Did they really think that the programming would stick when I questioned it every step of the way?

NA - 1930-2012

This is/was my cousin.  He and my father were born in the same year, 1930, during the beginnings of the Great Depression.  Their grandfathers were brothers, John and Jacob.  So, as it would turn out, both cousins became Naval engineers and ended up working for the same factions, in different positions.  One as an astronaut/actor, and one as a Top Secret Engineer for Naval Intelligence.  My father authored the Sidewinder Missile, still being utilized today, and probably for the next 100 years, according to other people I have talked to, but I don’t really know for sure.  Nonetheless, they both held very prestigious positions within the matrix of the Military Industrial Complex.  My father was always taken care of, and I never understood it, even after he retired, it seemed that he had everything that he always needed, he was and is set for life, as long as he keeps his oath.

When I first met Neil at 7 years old, I remember noticing that he seemed skiddish and was looking around a lot, as if he was being watched or followed.  I took note of it, because I had asked him about his experience on the Moon.  He did not want to talk about it, and scuffed me off.  It was quite obvious to me that he was paranoid, and even a little girl in his own family was not allowed to know the truth, and he had quite a hard time hiding it.  You could tell he hated talking about it.  I got my feelings hurt a bit that day, but I remembered thinking that it wasn’t personal at the same time.

Obviously my father has known all along about the Flat Earth and has never spoken to it, as he attended NATO conferences every year, and spent quite a bit of time in Brussels, Belgium.  It was as if he had a second home, or secret life there.  I know for a fact that he had a woman there, that he loved very much.  I found a few love letters along with a Masonic Ring in the top drawer of his bureau when I was living with him at the age of 15.  When I picked up the ring, I had flashes of being in the catacombs and halls of the town’s Masonic Lodge, directly across the street from my church.  When I went to Church the following Sunday, I stood there looking at the Lodge and could see all the ins and outs in my mind’s eye, and knew that I had spent a lot of time inside that place.  When I told my father I wanted to go in there, he said, “Oh Noooo, that is a private affair, it’s off limits.”  Who says that???  I mean really.  He could have said, “It’s not open to the public” and that would have made more sense.  I told him I remembered being inside, and he told me that was impossible, that I had never stepped foot in that place.  Remember, I was 15 years old, and I was very afraid of his wrath, as he was my “handler”.  I knew I wasn’t crazy however, I knew the truth, that I had spent time in there as a child with him.

China Lake is infamously known in the Conspiracy circles for the Mind Control Experiments performed by Nazi Scientists, Dr. Josef Mengele, aka Dr. Greene, aka The Angel of Death, and Charles Manson, an MK-ULTRA victim having a desert compound just outside of the town in Death Valley.  The Stealth fighter was stored underground on the Naval Base there, and most of the region was off-limits for civilian air traffic.


Meanwhile, back at the Ranch . . .

If Earth is a flat plane, what about all the other planets and why isn’t Earth like all the rest of the planets, spheres.  Or are the planets also planes/ships?  What about all the planetary astrological influences?  How do those factor in to a flat earth reality, if it has a dome or sphere enclosing it?

Why would they try to hide the other side of the ice wall, and why cant we see past it?  What’s so scary about the whole thing?  Obviously we knew at one point what was going on with Earth, prior to the NASA Invasion/Invention.

Also, in my visions, why wouldn’t I have noticed the Flat Earth upon leaving this plane in my Astral Body and traveling to other places, other than I was not focusing on it, and had the same mind control meme of a Spherical Earth operating in my consciousness, like everybody else on Earth.  Why wouldn’t I be able to remote view and see the Flat Earth?  Why hasn’t anyone else discovered this as well?  How are they running that program through the collective so deeply that no one is even questioning it?  It has to be set up on the astral, in dreamspace, and throughout the entire Control Grid, so that it is just accepted as truth, so no one even questions it for a second.  Also, given my history of being off-planet, I asked my Akashic Record Keepers to show me a memory of seeing the Earth from outside the Earth’s atmosphere or from another planetary body.  I was given a memory of my commencement speech at Lunar Operations Command, at the end of my Tour of Service as an Intelligence Officer on Mars for the Earth Defense Force.

This is exactly what I saw:


I saw the sphere of Earth, of our blue marble, on the grand window gazing upon the earth.  What I realize now, looking back at that memory is that we were at LOC, which is on the Back Side or Dark Side of the Moon, so it had to be a huge plasma screen.  There is no way they would have let any of those civilians, operating in an altered state, as officers, know the truth, there were too many of us, and it would be too much of a risk for all of us to know the depths of truth behind this Grand Deception.  Memories slip in and out, and the programming of memory dissolution known as Electronic Dissolution of Memory, begins to wear off around age 30.

Pretty soon, all those born before the induction of NASA will be dead and gone.  We need to find someone who remembers the true history from the early 1900s or from the 1920s at least.  My dad was born in 1930, but because he is tied to the MIC, and worked directly with the government, sworn under oath, he will not speak to this.

What I would love to know, is the motive behind all of it.  I understand there may be several reasons.  It’s too dangerous for me to even have a phone conversation with my father at this point.  It’s quite unfortunate.  And to what appears on the outside looking in, the fact that my sister is an astrophysicist/rocket scientist and one of the only females in her field makes it even more ridiculous in terms of the ridicule I would receive from even pondering the idea, and discussing this with my family of origin.  I am honestly grateful to say that I will not subject myself to abuse on that level, from any one of my relatives in the Scientific realms of religiosity in their beliefs of “fact”.  I love myself too much.  I really wish I would have gone on the North Pole Expedition when I was invited. . . I am fortunate however, as there was a huge accident with the North Pole Expedition the year I was meant to go, and the son of the Original Owner of the ship had followed in his footsteps and was murdered, and no explanation was given.

Pobedyat NorthPole

I do believe there is an inner Earth reality of some type, and that the dinosaurs and mammoths are there, but I need to figure out how it works with the underneath aspects of the Flat Earth Theory or if they are still trying to figure that part out.  I have had several experiences of Inner Earth Beings and direct communication with them as well as being present within my light body in the Inner Earth Realms.  I have seen temples and spired large halls and marketplaces, inside of Mt. Shasta, Waimea Canyon, Mount Hale’akala, Mount Adams, The Superstitious Mountains, The Blue Ridge Mountains, Pyramid Lake in California, The Black Rock Desert Basin, and many other places.  I lived in Mount Shasta for 3 years and experienced many things.  I wont even get into that on this post.


The Vision that I received at the age of 4 years old, I need to pull up and re-examine it from the perspective of Flat Earth, to see if it was mind control programming or if it was a true experience with Divine Beings.  Everything I know may be completely wrong, or inaccurate.  And Trinicon, a parallel earth & possible concurrent timeline may be just outside the firmament, who knows!


Something is going on.  I feel like the firmament somehow does not stop the cosmic radiation as we go deeper into the photon belt.  I do believe we are somehow moving through a galaxy and not completely stationary.  It doesn’t add up that we would be the only stationary environment.  There are time lapse photos that are proof that we are in fact spinning from a central point.  However that could also be true that we are stationary and the stars are moving around us depending on where on the planet those pictures were taken.



And what about the Milky Way Galaxy?  How would they explain that away?  It has never actually seemed to me that Earth is a part of it, and also I have never read anything about the Milky Way Galaxy in old texts.  That seems to be a new development.

And what about all the Galactic Nations that are hovering just outside our “atmosphere”?

And what about our atmosphere?  Our Climates, in different regions?  Is that all controlled as well?  If the planet were in fact flat, it doesnt quite add up the way the regions receive weather, however if the earth were in a wave like pattern, it would make a bit more sense in terms of the altitudes in certain areas being closer to the higher atmospheric levels and therefore receiving more of the weather patterns.  Are the weather patterns manipulated?  We know that geo-engineering is definitely playing a role in all of this, however I just heard that they recently somehow lost their funding, so there are not as many planes circling the earth at this time.  Who knows if that rumor is actually true.

To me, it seems like the earth is more of a wave-like structure with a toroidal field and the dome is a part of the entire toroidal structure.  And are the inner or under earth beings in the 3rd dimension, in physical matter or are they in a different dimension and form? Are these beings in a carbon-based form like us, or crystalline?  From my personal experience I have witnessed these inner earth beings only on the inner planes of my consciousness.

Also, when we dream, how are we having a collective experience with so many other people on the astral, that is so totally organized, unless it is somehow real?  Where are we actually going?  What happens when we all go to sleep and why isn’t it obvious that we are all going out of body?  The collective dream bleeds into reality often, and so it makes me wonder what exactly is happening.  Why is no one able to crack that matrix so far?  What is there that they don’t want us to know or see?

The Powers that Be have been hijacking our dreams for at least the last 70 years or so, at least since the 1940s, possibly longer.  And what happened to all the books that were written prior to then, it seems that most books from back then “did not make the cut”.


Who was talking about dreams in the 1920s?  In fact, who ever really talks or writes about dreams, except for those paying attention? It seems that the collective consensus about dreams is similar to that of the globe, where people just automatically assume the Zeitgeist Meme that dreams are essentially not real reality, but we all know that is not true and that we are participating in a multi-dimensional construct.  I sort of imagine it to be somewhat like the String Theory, with multiple layers of energy happening in multiple dimensions at the same time.   So then, what is going on in our dreams, and how have they managed to set it into our consciousness individually to where, upon awakening, our minds are immediately erased of the dream.  We need to crack that window from sleeping to awake to find out what’s really going on.  I feel like the answer lies between waking and sleep.  If we can observe where we are going and watch the process unfold without losing our waking conscious mind and be able to witness what is happening, then we may be able to crack the code of mind control.  If we are able to witness our dreams and still get rest as well as retain our memory of what is happening, then I feel like we may have a chance of catching them in the act.  I know I already have experienced this.


It is time to crack the code!

This Flat Earth Theory thing has got me stirring on such a deep level, it’s amazing.  If I can crack the code of all people, with my known history of programming, we might have a chance.  Who really knows, it’s all a mystery, however I feel like we are getting closer to the truth every day.


Is it Round or is it Flat?

02 Orlando-Ferguson-flat-earth-map

Or is it a Wave-like structure?

Here is an interesting introduction to the Flat Earth history by Mark Sargent.  The Verdict is still out for me personally, but here goes:

And then also a previous British Documentary:


For your consideration.  I would love to hear your thoughts on this. . .Many Blessings.

Lokah Samastah Sukhino Bhavantu
Namaste  __/\__
We are always ONE~

Rev. Dr. Saralise Antara Nada Azrael, D.V.M.
Doctor of Vibrational Medicine

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Captain’s Log ~ The Maui Mission – Phase I – Global Gender Alchemy Ceremony and Activation of Western Stargates

Haleakala Crater
8pm HST

As we approached the crater, driving up the winding road, to the summit, we were both stunned at how nauseous we both felt. As soon as we exited the collective consciousness matrix at about 6500 feet elevation, we began to feel the lightening of the thought matrix within that realm.

As we drove, Natalie was speaking of a particular aspect of her life when an owl flew directly in front of the car, indicating that we were protected and observed by the nature spirits. We then had 2 additional encounters with birds flying directly in front of us while driving.

We arrived at the summit parking, where most people had left at that point. We entered perfect silence under the blanket of the exquisite milky way and serene stillness, rare for Haleakala. Winds are usually up to 50-60 miles an hour on a daily basis.

We approached the vista of Maui and looked deep into the night sky, that seemed to fade into the black ocean. We turned around to witness we were above the clouds, and Haleakala herself summoning us to her edge.

After identifying several planetary embodiments, we sat in silence asking Haleakala where she desired for us to hold ceremony on the following Sunday. She requested that we go to the western rim of the crater, facing the Sacred Iao Valley.

We got back in the car and Natalie drove us down to the fork in the road, where we came upon a group of stargazers, deep in their process, with telescopes in the dark. We parked and stepped onto the earth. I immediately was shot through with a vision and a feeling of standing upon a city of light with ornate temples and pyramids, of which we were witnessing within the inner earth. I caught my breath and proceeded forward with Natalie’s encouragement to the edge of the crater.

It was at this point we observed the ships hovering in the northern sky above the crater, monitoring the progress of Haleakala’s blossoming and opening. We were greeted by a collective of native birds with deep bellows, that sounded like toads. They responded to us directly.

As we approached the lookout point, we were greeted by Haleakala and Natalie received a message that I was a “first soul”. I confirmed this and we proceeded to discuss the creation of this Universe, the 7th universe that was created, and the universes that have been created since that point, also explaining the first born souls and how they were originally created from prime creator.

We were then guided to place our feet upon the bare earth, and found a favorite sitting rock, just at the edge, overlooking the deep crater in the dark night light. We asked for direction and began to sit in silence. We were instructed to draw in golden light from the 12 central suns, and expand our golden spheres of light around us. We were then asked to ground our silver cords into Gaia and receive her Divine Grace. We then reached into the Cosmic Ocean of Light and drew down golden light, creating a conduit between heaven and earth. We were instructed to create a trinity, and so I then called in the presence of Willow, one of my priestesses in Portland. She was immediately present with her warm gush of love and strength. We held hands and called in the trinity spiral of the Goddess to activate the Golden Mean Spiral within Haleakala, for the benefit of all beings. We gave thanks and released the prayer to the heavens. We opened our root chakras to receive the divine source codes and disseminate them into the Haleakala Crater.

We were then told that when the next bird sang, the ceremony would be complete. At the completion of the ceremony, Natalie’s nausea released.

We then gave thanks and left quietly and returned to the car. We were instructed to allow the integration of this medicine for our journeys to come, and to sit in silence as we rode the descending highway down into the 3rd dimensional matrix.

The Mana Heiau of Maui
222 Kalawa Place , Kula, Maui, HI
10am HST

We drove around to the top of the property, where there were several houses and a view of the Heiau 100 yards away. We decided to sit in the car, as it felt safe. We said a prayer for the center of the island, and the work of balancing the masculine and feminine. We brought in the Legions of Light including the high intergalactic councils and cosmic beings. After setting protections of light, we called upon Archangel Micheal to assist in escorting the densities and disembodied energies and spirits into the Cosmic Tube of Light. After clearing with the Violet Flame and the 12 Sacred Flames, and setting a Golden Rainbow Flower of Life Sphere cloaked in neutrality, we then created a Rainbow Bridge between The Sacred Iao Valley and the Haleakala Crater, to receive the Solar and Lunar codes to balance the masculine and feminine during the Global Gender Alchemy Ceremony.

White Buffalo Calf Woman and Chief Sitting Bull channeled a protection mantra around the Heiau through myself, Saralise, sealing the portal with golden light for divine protection forever. Omoapio road, the location of the Mana Heiau is the hike that natives in ancient times would take up to Haleakala. The center Heiau was a place of worship, on the ridge of Kula on the way up, where you can see the entire island and her waist of beautiful Maui.

So we then sought out the true center spot of Maui, where there is a hexagonal structure.

We went to another property a mile away from the center Heiau, where there are horse stables and experienced an overwhelming welcoming audience from the horse angels! We then went looking for the other Heiau on this particular property, and could not get to it. We spent time with every horse, and they were incredibly affectionate with us, as if two angels were in their presence. The central tree reminded us of the tree in the Garden of Gethsemane during the time of Jesus.

There was a chameleon on the tree, and a black dog, that walked with us. No humans were present. Even though we went to visit several people, no one was home.

We then found the gate, to the gulch where the hexagon was. We walked down the road and found it was a home, that appeared to have a woman living there, very private. I then proceeded to thank her and bless her and the house, from a short distance on the road leading up to her exquisite hexagonal house. I was grateful to find the center of the island being held in such grace. Thank Goddess.

Saturday Preparation Ceremony – Spirit of the White Eagle
Temple of Peace, Mystic Gardens, Haiku, Maui, HI
11am on

The day commenced with a Shamanic Colon Hydrotherapy session, where I released old energies around the depths of my childhood, and the therapist was able to see all the Ascended Beings that work directly with me. She saw an eagle take me to the Himalayas. I was meditating there, receiving the energies and returning with them in preparation for the Global Gender Alchemy Ceremony on Sunday evening.

The day then proceeded with more instructions from the Legion of Light on the nature of this ceremony and different aspects of how it was to play out, requesting certain individuals for certain archetypal roles. Asheeliyah was summoned by name to represent the Divine Feminine, Machu was summoned to represent the Divine Masculine, and to perform the tantric lovemaking ceremony on Haleakala with his partner Ani. Walking Bear and his Beloved Estar were summoned, along with Achintya and Shems as two Divine Union couples to perform the tantric lovemaking ceremony in The Sacred Iao Valley. Shems and Achintya would go deep into the Taro Fields of the Sacred Iao Valley for a lovemaking ceremony, Walking Bear and Estar, holding the Dark New Moon Lunar Codes at Sunset, and the Group at the Haleakala Crater holding the Solar Codes as the sun would set in the Western sky.

In the afternoon, I decided to have my haircut into a faux hawk, by my beloved Morgan, and burn the hair in ritual, to represent the release of all the thought forms around the Divine Feminine that no longer served the collective of humanity, in relation to the role that the female plays in patriarchal society.

Just after my haircut, I laid down with a purple rubellite tourmaline triangle slice with a portal doorway in the middle. I laid this crystal on my third eye, and placed a lavender quartz on my higher heart and a kyanite sword on my lower two chakras.

I immediately found myself on the back of a White Eagle, soaring over the Himalayan mountains, and landing at the summit, to sit in meditation. From there, I transformed into human form, from an elemental essence, and the White Eagle, who was now a Bald Eagle, sat on my right shoulder. I found myself overlooking the Haleakala Crater, standing in the stillness of the dusk sky. Calling my bird call, arm up, I received the White Owl on my right arm, and the Bald Eagle on my left. They came immediately and landed on my forearms, gently gripping, so as not to dig into my skin. Upon my directions, they swirled up into the DNA Spiral and flew deep into the crater, spiralling downwards and coming into the center, where they landed, facing each other, and rested for a moment, looking into each other’s eyes. They then bowed to each other on each shoulder, and pulled up the light from the center of the Crater into their forms and following the fibonacci spiral, flying side by side, flew up and out of the crater, swooping overhead, flying directly over to the Sacred Iao Valley and spiralling down into the center Taro fields of the Valley, landing facing each other, eye to eye. Again, bowing to each other, on each shoulder, they received light from Gaia in the center of the Valley. Spiralling out of the valley and directly into the center Mana Heiau of the island, they again landed, facing each other and deposited the codes deep into the center of the island.

At this point they bowed again, on each shoulder, and launched up and across the Pacific Ocean, disseminating Golden Light Source Codes down into the ocean, flying directly over to Mount Shasta, where they landed, facing each other, directly in front of Ahmed, a Magi, present at the Shasta Stargate Activation Retreat, sitting in meditation. They then spiralled up and into the Temple of Telos, surrounded by the Ascended Masters, and High Galactic Council beings, and were blessed by the higher beings with the Source Codes for this Ceremony. They then flew up out of Telos and returned to face Ahmed, disseminating codes into his crown chakra. Facing each other, they again bowed on each shoulder, and spiralled up and out, across the Pacific, returning to my shoulders on the top of the Haleakala Crater.

As I stood there, in the crisp night air, staring across the Milky Way, White Owl on my left shoulder, White Eagle on my right, I knew all was well in the world, and that this integration piece, prior to the Gender Alchemy Ceremony, ensured its success.

I then received the Source Codes from the Ascended Collective and the Legion of Light into my body, laying on the bed, in the Buddha Barn. Returning to my conscious awareness, the young ones giggled on the futon in front of me, drawing on each other with pen ink.

I felt called to share this information with the Divine Couple who would be performing the lovemaking ceremony on Sunday. As I left the Buddha Barn and bravely made the trek to their hale in the deep dark gulch, I arrived to find them expecting me, deep in meditation, surrounded with Hape medicine. I joined them quietly, and sat, with my light, breathing out the codes into their space for them to receive, when they were ready.

We shared a deep meditation, and then I released myself, to perform the burning of the hair ritual, within the Tibetan Singing Bowl that had been used exclusively for Water Blessing Ceremonies.

Dream space that evening was intense, waking up four times. Each time, I found myself in ceremony preparing for the following day’s event. In the last dream, just before waking Sunday morning, I received a message that I needed to offer my moonblood to the aina of this land, this majickal vortex of the Divine Feminine.

Sunday 3/30/14
Day of Global Gender Alchemy Ceremony/Stargate Activation

Preparation Circle for Gender Alchemy Ceremony
Buddha Barn, Mystic Gardens, Maui, HI
11:11am – 12:12pm

Seven of us gathered in circle, to commence the preparatory meeting and coalescence of all of our souls to come together in service for the Global Gender Alchemy Ceremony being performed later that day on the western ridge of the Haleakala Crater, facing the Sacred Iao Valley in the West Maui mountains.

As we connected our hearts with the Golden Infinity Spirals of Light, we spiralled up into a center point, creating an open portal of ascension in the Buddha Barn to hold the grid of crystals that had participated in the sound healing ceremony a few days earlier and received the Intergalactic High Council’s transmission after my sound healing by my dear Magi brother Machu.

We then proceeded to share a prayer for the collective of humanity and share our vision of what is to come. As an offering, Machu picked up his gorgeous didgeridoo and began to didg me. Immediately I found myself spiralling above the earth and entering High Council in Telos, in the City of Light inside of Mount Shasta. I then landed in the center of Haleakala, spiralled out to the Sacred Iao Valley, and then Rainbow Bridged over to Shasta, where all facilitators of the Shasta Stargate Retreat were in circle, waiting for me. I then connected my heart to their hearts and returned back to my body in the Buddha Barn. I gathered prana and manna from the didg playing on my heart chakra and held the energy in my body, storing it for release at the appropriate time on Haleakala in ceremony later that evening.

The prayers for the collective of humanity and Gaia that were collectively shared were extremely potent and I expressed my deepest gratitude for each soul who had shown up for their divine appointment. Tears in my eyes, I expressed the deep trust that I felt that each person knew exactly what to do, and for the first time, I was deeply moved by the fact that I knew I could relax, knowing that we were all deeply true to our divine missions and that everything would happen perfectly in its design.

We closed the preparation ceremony at 12:12pm, and commenced preparing for the journey ahead. Machu, Ani, Light Tree, Isis, Walking Bear and Estar would all go up early and prepare the space on the Western Rim of the Crater.

Natalie, Sam and I would go to the center Mana Heiau and I would open the Zero Point field, and carry it in a Tibetan Singing Bowl with the Recorder Elestial Crystal to the Crater. I then sat in preparation for the rest of the day, in silence, gathering my energies and fasting so as to be clear for the ceremony. I painted the symbol of the first peoples of Earth upon my third eye center and a crescent moon upon my brow underneath the trishula for deeper meaning and symbolism. This was not a performance, this was and is my life as a priestess. I have finally accepted my role, if any, as a priestess of the most high, in service to the One, and have integrated my Divine Birthright as a Queen of Light for all to witness. There is no longer the option of hiding.

We left Mystic Gardens, fully draped in regalia for our ceremony on the Haleakala Crater at 4:37pm, a majickal divine appointment number in my life. Natalie, Sam and I traveled first to the center Mana Heiau, where I opened the multidimensional Zero Point Portal with the Ascended Masters, Cosmic Beings, Archangels and Galactic Brothers and Sisters dedicated to this mission. We could feel that the field had been set and I received the Zero Point into the Tibetan Singing Bowl with the Recorder Crystal that Machu and Ani had given me for this event.

As we traveled through the densities on the way up to the Crater, we again felt the nauseousness of the density of privately owned land with cattle that had been brought here from the mainland. The frequency of the band around lower Haleakala spoke of years of misuse and penetration of the densities onto this sacred ground, for the purpose of holding the population and beings of earth in the lower realms, the place of no original thought.

We slowly ascended past 6000 feet, the level at which the mass collective thought field dissipates, and as we did, the sun began to shine through the clouds, streaming down upon us, bringing instantaneous joy and lifting our spirits! I pulled out the camera to catch the moment, and lo and behold, the clouds parted to reveal a gorgeous sun, if only for a brief moment. It was as if God himself and Divine Mother Goddess herself were shining down upon us, welcoming us to the top of this magnificent center point of activity, giving thanks for our service! We could all feel it, it was palpable!

As we continued up the winding road, a rainbow appeared in front of us that took our breath away and revealed the Zero Point Portal that we had created moments earlier. All of a sudden we looked into the valley to where we had just been and discovered a stream of white light ascending up from the center Mana Heiau and a rectangular doorway in the clouds, revealing a portal opening to the crystalline blue sky above! I took as many pictures as humanly possible and didn’t even notice the actual depth of the portal until reviewing the pictures later that evening.

Global Gender Alchemy Ceremony
Haleakala Crater
Sunset 6:37pm HST

As we approached the top of the Western Rim, we arrived at 5:55pm. Our Beloveds were waiting for us, didgeridoo streaming through the misty air, and all preparing for this sacred event. I painted and anointed the faces of many of the Priestesses and Magi, along with our Beloved Estar, with ceremonial paint.

When we had all prepared, the Setting Sun burst through the clouds in a Golden Orb, catching all of our attention! Sunset was upon us, and so we made our way to the edge, to gaze the setting sun and receive the Solar Codes. I performed a sacred prayer and received the Dark New Moon Source Codes and administered the Solar Source Codes over to the Sacred Iao Valley. I called upon the 7 dragons of the Sacred Iao Valley to administer and receive the exchanging codes and deposit the codes into the center of the valley. I then sent the Rainbow Bridge of Source Codes into the center Mana Heiau where I had established the Zero Point Portal, and shot the Rainbow Bridge out and over to Mount Shasta, where they were received and deposited into the center of the mountain, within Telos.

I requested that everyone standing with me receive these codes into their bodies and ground them through their central channels and send them back out into the center Heiau, so they could be received in the Zero Point Portal.

We then dispersed silently and began to make our way to the ceremonial ground of the Western Ridge of the Crater. I noticed a lone man, standing off to the side, a sign of Beloved Ascended Master St. Germain, and sensed the presence of this great beloved friend and the Mighty Violet Flame.

All couples, of which there were 3, stood at the edge of the sunset ridge and witnessed the toning unification of our Divine Union Couple, Machu and Ani. As they toned, we all glistened with laughter and joy!

We then proceeded in the misty majickal air, cascading over to the ceremonial location, where we quickly set up the multidimensional altar and commenced the final ceremony for the evening. It was getting extremely cold, and we needed our divine couple to be warm for their participation.

At this point, as everyone was preparing the central altar, I called in the four directions and deposited my moonblood upon the four directions around the circle that had been drawn in the earth by our Guardian, Light Tree. I then offered my moonblood to the Crater, to Gaia, as a representation of the female collective on Earth and the Divine Feminine Wound present within the collective of humanity, I also became a representation of the Divine Mother. Natalie offered her moonblood as a representation of the Divine Child, in service to the coming of age female counterparts upon Earth at this time, and the children of the future.

As we performed this Sacred Rite, everyone behind us, within the circle fell silent, to hold space for this sacred rite, as we were standing inside the crater, on the edge, with only the top half of our bodies visible from the center circle. This was the first time my blood had been offered in this way, and Natalie’s blood as well.

We then stepped back into a cross formation with 2 people coupled in each direction. Machu and Ani, the Divine Couple, sat on the cool ground, in the center, next to the altar. I commenced a prayer of deep magnitude, calling in all the Ascended Beings, and our Galactic brothers and sisters that were hovering in lightships around the crater.

We began to tone and breathe, raising the energy, and commenced a tantric experience of toning and moving the energy through the collective matrix. The birds responded of course, to the rises and falls of our toning and expression as I then proceeded to birth my codes and my moonblood into the earth, allowing the Divine Mother aspect Sophia to cry and wail through me with deep compassion for all of humanity. Ani and Machu came to a climax in the center of the circle and we could hear each of the women rising together in unity with our voices, expressing pleasure and pain.

Natalie, as the Divine Child held onto me and allowed me to hold her legs as I birthed Source Codes into the crater ridge and send them through the New Earth Grid and network of Inner Earth Cities. At one point, I stood up and placed my crown chakra directly upon Natalie’s womb, as she bent over me, where I delivered the Source Codes directly into her womb from Gaia and the Divine Mother. She proceeded to deposit them into the earth through her grounding cord and fill up with light, bursting out through the top of her crown into the heavens, her body trembling with light.

We then sat in stillness as everyone came to completion, and rested in blissful silence. I was moved to speak and channeled a message from the Intergalactic High Council and gave deep gratitude to each individual in honor of their participation in this ceremony for the benefit of all beings.

White Buffalo Calf Woman and Chief Sitting Bull came next and spoke through me, crying tears of gratitude and honored each individual for their participation. I then spoke the message in English, so that it could be received both energetically and comprehended verbally. We then finished the exquisite ceremony by hugging Ani and Machu in the center of the circle and closing and sealing the Ceremonial Portal with Golden Light.

As we cleaned up, we left an offering of crystals and sage and buried them in the center of the circle, for the benefit of all beings everywhere. Silently, we ascended out of the lower ridge of the crater and went to our cars. Everyone was thoroughly frostbitten by this point and shivering to their core. I have learned to breathe deep into the belly of the Mother and receive her warmth and shared the practice of the Yogic Ujaii breath with the few around me in that moment, who were open to receive it. They began to calm down and relax into their bodies, grounding their energies.

We then sang tribal songs as we descended down the mountain, with one last stop, before the mission was complete. We returned to the center Mana Heiau to close and seal the Zero Point field that I had opened earlier, and spoke a protection mantra from White Buffalo Calf Woman and Chief Sitting Bull for the protection of this central portal of the Island, and of Gaia, making sure that it was sealed and completely impenetrable to any negative influences.

We then released the Ascended Beings and Galactic Legions and returned to our 3rd dimensional state of being, as we drove down the road to our collective communal home. It was so refreshing to all be traveling home together to share a meal and decompress from this experience together.

As we sat at the table eating warm soup, prepared by our Beloved Samuel, everyone stated disbelief and that they were not sure what just took place. “What just happened!?!” was the common theme around the table. I giggled to myself, as this is not the first time I have heard this, nor will it be the last.

We decided to look at the photographs that I took prior to the Gender Alchemy Ceremony just before Sunset, and that is when we discovered the Rectangular doorway in the Sky! One of the community members referred to it as a Puka! On the way driving home, I asked Natalie about the meaning of the word Puka, in relation to the name of the town we were passing, named Pukalani, and the puka shell! It was all in alignment! She had defined it as a doorway to the heavens.

Isn’t that what we just experienced? By Goddess, I think it is!

Mission accomplished!

A deep level of gratitude to Shelley Sage Heart, who came to Maui several years ago, and received a vision of the Rainbow Bridge on this island, balancing the masculine and feminine within the collective matrix from this point on the planet!

Good work Beloved team! We are all in this together! I am deeply honored to share this incarnation with you and to be on this Sacred Mission for the benefit of all beings! Aho!

Mahalo Nui Loa _/\_



Lokah Samastah Sukhino Bhavantu – May All Beings Be Free From Suffering
Namaste  __/\__
We are always ONE~

Rev. Dr. Saralise Antara Nada Azrael, D.V.M.
Doctor of Vibrational Medicine

High Priestess of The Priestess Portal Pilgrimage

Creator of “The Sacred Village Project”

Director of “The Sacred Village Project” Documentary

Founder of the Temple of Living Light

Creator of the “Modern Magi Mystery School”

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